I have come to terms with the fact that eventually I am going to have to mention it. Will it be with sweeping metaphors or outright denial? Perhaps no one will understand.
For now I am listening to the little voice, and reevaluating priorities.
My lovelies, you are free to assume whatever you choose, but I will not be ignoring you. The electricity just doesn't buzz the same and I can't always find the switch.
End of the year...this shit is always out of hand.
p.s. this is how I have always imagined it for someone else.
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There is a shitty rock guy on House. It reminds me of that Jimmy piss.
Glad you laughed Elena hello by the way and how are you.
You know, Mayo was asked to post a picture of ANYTHING, so I figure this is his way of saying, "Ok, you want anything? Here's anything." You know his sarcastic sense of humor.
J
That's what I see squeak squeak, but knowing Mayo, he is not going to say anything
no, he won't, that's for sure. :)
Hhahaa all you haters..... watch G's latest interview he SAYS hes clean. I think you all want him to be fucked up so you can have a reason for him getting married to LyZ and you can blame it all on her.
G's clean... he's jappy.....the band is fine, Frank is in Aus with them. GET OVER IT!!!!
EP you should do your Toro cheer. Or get a sign that says he is master of the mad finger skillz
if you check my seat i won't have far to go and i will be able to see any smiles he flashes my way.
and just on the off chance any of them may be reading this during their afternoon break prior to the concert WAVE AT ME !!!!!!!
Anon go fuck yourself.
Your seat is excellent, Ergoproxy. Have a fabulous time! They are such an awesome band to see live.
I wish I was in Australia!
Anonymous said...
Hhahaa all you haters..... watch G's latest interview he SAYS hes clean. I think you all want him to be fucked up so you can have a reason for him getting married to LyZ and you can blame it all on her.
G's clean... he's jappy.....the band is fine, Frank is in Aus with them. GET OVER IT!!!!
November 28, 2007 12:18 AM
I'm sorry...did you say G was "jappy"? No, he's not Japanese, he's Italian and Scottish. Get your facts straight.
J
Anon - Find your way back to BN, and bury yourself there.
Thanks
-Amyranth
I am wearing a "kill cancer " from Ordinary clothing (that mcr supported) shirt I think, though i was considering my pink Ramones shirt.
(I may take both lol)
What makes me laugh is that you kids can't even spell right. It's happy with a h, not a j you moron.
Ha!
OP, I agree.
Anon,
I do hope you realize I was making a joke. Sarcasm is sometimes hard to recognize when you're, well, a child.
If you have to read it again, I'll understand.
J
The anon will next tell us that he is fucking his beautiful wife and leaving marks of love all over her
Mj said...
Anon go fuck yourself.
Direct and to the point!!!
what she said little ANON...
Alright. Last Minute Run to the drugstore and I'm off for bed.
Goodnight everyone!
-A
any marks of love I will be close enough to see!
but the girl didn't say she saw anyone with him at the airport
who knows (I will keep my eyes peeled)
MJ,
Why does the phrase "marks of love" sound like it's out of a Harlequin Romance? (Hmm, kinda fitting though, the "romance" link and everything.)
Besides, aren't those just Sharpie stains?
J
Night Amy and thank you Elena.
Mj said...
There is a shitty rock guy on House. It reminds me of that Jimmy piss.
Dude, that's so funny because right after I saw that I wrote:
Guys, no more House until January. WTF? Did you guys watch it tonight? Well I won't give away any spoilers, but I thought at first that the patient was Jimmy Urine, until about halfway through when he had redeeming qualities. (He was good with children, as opposed to writing songs about their panties.) Anyway, decent episode.
Another one for the lexicon: Jappy - the state of having convinced yourself that personal happiness means having changed into an entirely different entity to better fit in with people you are trying to impress while simultaneously pushing away those who supported you from the beginning.
What else did we have? Protoct, garlic, Marks Of Love ("footprint." ^_^) ...I forget the others. I'm going to bed!
Love to you guys!
G's clean... he's jappy.....the band is fine, Frank is in Aus with them.
I really believe that Gerard is clean. Jappy? Not so sure. The band being fine, I think they are...juggling a few things right now, but good. Frank is with them. I love that. They have a lot of stuff going on. No one is perfect and no one has a perfect life.
ergo, if you do get a chance to meet them, make sure you have your hair products along and ready to give to ray.
then you'll see a megawatt smile, for sure!
Night Amy, sleep well.
EP, if you're close enough to see "marks of love", then honey, you're WAAAAAAAAY too close.
Unless you're talking about on Ray. Hee hee!
J
Hahahahahaha ( it is spelled that way anon) nice one J and hello by the way.
Anima, you summed it up perfectly!
Goodnight everyone!
good night amyranth, good night kapunua. ^.^
All of you are the best.
Bye K, may the blogbelieve protoct you in your slumber. :)
I am almost there! So sleepy...
Night K, talk to you tomorrow.
EP, actually the best way to make Ray smile is to show him your boobs, or at least a bottle of sunblock!
Well, it worked for L, anyway. And she wasn't even trying.
J
naughty naughty J
(I wish)
any sharpieing or more obvious marks of love I'll let you know
- unless it's on Ray ;)
I'm jumping into the shower
Night Kapu. Have sweet dreams of that piss guy getting beat up or something.
goodnight K and Amy.
You know, one more thing, though.
watch G's latest interview he SAYS hes clean.
Because an addict never lies.
An alcoholic never relapses, and he certainly never thinks that only a few drinks here and there once in a while--as long as you're not depending on getting intoxicated--means that you're still "clean." An alcoholic never thinks, "At least I'm not as bad as I was back then." An alcoholic never thinks, "I've got it under control for sure this time."
A drug addict never goes back to doing, you know, just one or two lines only once in a while and claims sobriety because, hey, it's not like they're doing it all the time anymore.
An addict is always able to resist going back to drugs--especially when the addicts new friends are all about drugs. An addict just tries to help and is never tempted back into a line or two. Once in a while. Just to get through the day. And maybe night.
An addict never learns how to use again without to the point of stumbling incoherency so that people don't notice.
An addict never slips up and still considers himself "clean" because he can stop anytime he wants to. Because he did it once before, right?
And when an addict doesn't slip up, he certainly doesn't go right back to his old dose with no regard for his lowered tolerance.
I don't know any of these things because I've never known an alcoholic of an addict before. And those ones that I never knew, they totally didn't have those problems.
Man, I have no idea what's going on with G-Way. All I can tell is that the dude has changed drastically over the last few months, and it's looking worse and worse. Even though he's being the biggest dickweed, I don't want him to fail. I like when G-Way succeeds; I like that boy he used to be when he was sincere and humble. I'd like for him to come back. I want him to be sober and happy and all that junk.
But taking an addict on his word because it's what you want to believe is just naive. Not only is it naive, it's stupid and potentially disastrous.
Just my mana'o.
Okay, NOW goodnight to everyone.
You know, MJ, if we get some more vulture anons in here we could write a book of all the misspellings, come up with our own definitions, and sell it for a huge profit. Mayo, we'll even cut you in on the royalties, since it happened in your house.
J
Ray and boobs? I'm intrigued.
Ep any marks of love given should be from you to Ray. Go ahead run up on that stage and make him tingle
The band being fine, I think they are...juggling a few things right now, but good. Frank is with them. I love that.
I don't. I wish he would GTFO because he's so much better than the cheap, bastardized, watered down machine that MCR has become. Frank's too good for this "WHO'S BETTER THAN US?!!!!" nonsense.
Yeah, really going to sleep now. FOR REALZ.
Kapu if your still here we can't call him piss or urine that would be to cool for him. Lets call him Pee
"Dearest Gerard my love come let me bestow upon you a mark of my love" She said holding her dainty hands out to him.
"For sure, dearest." He replied in a dark, deep tone. "I would be pleased to wear your mark of love upon my neck like a badge of honor."
Excerpt from "Love's Rapture" by May O Naise
Damn Elena you should write that book. Or do short stories of it on here.
Kapunua, I am stumped.
I did not see an "abuser" in those clips. Possibly a 'user?' I'm not so sure.
I would really kick myself if I am wrong, but I think it is not that serious. Yikes, 'serious' means many things, so with that I will say.... everything is not as what it seems. We will never know.
What Kapunua said. Yeah.
I've never known any of those people, either. I also know they don't claim to be clean and/or sober but sneak a drink or a line when nobody's looking. They never reach for someone else's glass and take a sip "just for the taste". They never hide bottles of booze around their house or apt. "just in case" they need one. They can ALWAYS look you in the eye and say "I haven't had a drink/used in (insert amount of time here)" and mean every word. And they certainly DO NOT mix the booze and coke in bizarre quantities until they're so fucked out of their minds that they tell you anything you want to hear.
I've never met an alcoholic, or a drug addict for that matter.
And I know for SURE that no one ever dies from overdosing on either.
Excuse me, I have to go see a man about a bridge in San Francisco.
J
J so many books in here that we could write.
Elena, that is hilarious XD
elena - beautiful
mj if I can I will hehe
Ep while your giving Ray his marks of love smack Gw for the I want to hear you fuck yourself comment.
First: Elena, that was delicious. I see a career in fanfiction in your future. Seriously, just beautiful. It made me jappy.
Anima, for more on Ray and boobs, read what I posted last night on here about us meeting MCR in Charlotte.
And also, Anima, GW is really really good about hiding his level of intoxication; he did a remarkable job of that during Warped '04. Same with the drugs. Some people with addictions usually develop a tolerance of sorts, or maybe I should call it a coping persona, that will fool the average observer. GW seems to have that ability down pat.
J
Oh Good God that's not the kind of shit I write. It's just someone said Harlequin Romance and my mind went there.....
He looked deeply into her eyes, "Please" he whispered.
She smiled knowingly, "Yes, I love it when you say please. Say it again. Let me hear your need."
Moaning slightly he pulled her to his rock hard chest, "Please" His tone was deep and seductive.
"That's my good little Mayo" Her fingers trailed down his chest stopping when they reached his belt buckle.
He closed his eyes and threw back his head. "You know what I want."
As she slid to her knees she gave a throaty laugh, "I know what you need."
Excerpt from "The Long Hard Rapture"
elena...oh, that was so...moving.
*dabs at eyes with a hanky*
that's a recommended read, for sure.
*snif*
:D
Speaking of the "I want to hear you fuck yourselves" line, did anyone here go to PR in Indianapolis this summer?
J
Elena, you're getting better as the night goes on...brava! Although I had to do a double-take at "rock-hard chest". ??? Well, of course, we don't know for sure that it's not, but my gut tells me, Uh, no.
Wonderful! Encore!
J
No Elena don't give Mayo any ideas. I like the normal straight forward Mayo. Don't give him an excuse to go back. But i did like it
oh elena you have a gift!
and I will smack him for you, which bit can I smack?
and I may not flash the girls J but it's a tight shirt
J I'm in CA so no to the PR question
Ep smack him where ever you want.
Indianapolis was the PR show where Gerard decided to "skip the bases" at the end of "Mama". He'd been doing the "first base, second base, third base" thing while he trailed his hand down his chest to right above his crotch.
Well, in Indiana he said, "Let's just skip the bases and get right to home base," or something equal to that, and politely stuck his hand in his pants and jacked himself off. And moaned while he did it. L and I were appalled, and HOPING he was on drugs and not just being a perv.
J
Sorry I just couldn't resist. Not that I've ever written erotica before...that was so watered down. Anyway I was wondering..
Does anyone have a copy of the "Rapture" post from the other house? I really wanted to make a copy of it but I didn't think he was gonna delete it.
Wasn't his Mom at that show?
Sorry, Elena, no go.
MJ, I don't know about that; I know she was at the Jones Beach show in NY, and then again at one in NJ. There were plenty of underage kids, though, and some parents.
Frank stared down at his guitar the entire time Gerard was, uh, enjoying himself.
J
Elena I hate to say it but I liked that post to. I'm kinda sad he deleted. That in no way means I want mayo to start writing erotica on a regularly. I just liked that one
elena, i've got it.
give me a minute to pull it up.
elena just add "rock hard cock" a few times lol
I think I'm going to go to bed now.
Elena, keep writing your soft-core smut, I want to read some more. Maybe you could post it on here when you're done! (I'm just kidding you know, but if you did, Mayo could maybe get some pointers.)
MJ, talk to you tomorrow if you're here.
Have a good night, all!
Peace, Love, Happiness (and Tab!)
J
I must be off to bed now. I will talk to you guys tomorrow. Goodnight
Oh, and EP, have a wonderful time at your concert! Give Franky a Mark of Love from me.
TJ--good luck in ambushing the Keanu-lookalike when he comes back in.
Off to Sleepytown...
J
Isn't it fucking rock hard cock.
here you go:
Thursday, October 18, 2007
You asked for it and I am a dirty man in the simplest of words.
I love watching her delicate hands as they fumble to open my belt buckle. You can bet I never go without one when I am with her. During those few moments just before she opens my pants to pull my dick out rock fucking hard, I can hardly breathe. It is like that every time. She looks up towards me, her eyes are warm and giving. They tell me everything I need to know. I feel love in her eyes. Yet, she seems so fragile, as if she needs my approval before she begins her rapture on my cock. So it plays out this evening as it does each time I request she suck me off...and each time it is a privilege.
p.s. prompted by the lovelies.
Goodnight all.
Elena (Paul),...I loved that. "stopping when they reached his belt buckle." Hot damn. ;)
Wait, Elena did you play Paul or am I making things up?
Dogs are crazy...I'm really behind.
Mayo?
J - If Mayo put any effort into it he could find some of my... uh, writing. However I don't think he needs any help in that area. LOL
good night martha, good night j. -- thanks for the luck! :D
The mayo-x-rated erotica is not good at all. Nope. Zero points from me.
Toujours - Thank you
Anima - Yeah I'm Paul
ok see you everyone I will love mark anyone I can for you all!!
I'll report in when I can
have a great night/ morning I know I will be
:) :) :) :) !!!!
you're welcome elena. ^.^
have fuuuuuun! ergo!! XD
anyone still here?
Hey BC
Hi there Elena. How are you?
I'm fine. Just hoping for some good news from Down Under. I really wanna hear that the concert went great, Frank looked happy and Gerard wasn't Sharpied Up.
That's good. Ergo said that she's going to report as soon as possible, so I am crossing my fingers and hoping things are okay as well.
So I probably asked last time we talked but where are you?
hey bc, hey elena.
it's going to be neat to hear about the concert firsthand, isn't it? it's just 5:30 pm there now, though, so we probably won't hear anything until tomorrow. :(
i'm going to take advantage of the lull and actually go to bed before 1 am! *gasp* i was hoping mayo would've been able to post a new entry tonight, but i'm not surprised that he didn't either, given what he said in his post. oh well.
oh but that reminds me!
mayo,
i wanted to ask, was this:
Will it be with sweeping metaphors or outright denial? an opinion poll? because if i get to vote on it, i'd like to vote for the sweeping metaphors. anybody can do denial, you see it everywhere these days, but it takes real style to be able to answer truthfully without revealing anything, and that's a job for a sweeping metaphor if i ever heard one.
so that's my vote. because you're good at sweeping metaphors, and they are just more fun. :)
and now i'm going to bed. wow.
good night you guys!
good night mayo!
I live near chicago and it is 1:37 a.m. right now :)
good night squeak squeak
Night Toujours
Chicago, nice place. I've only been there once but anything is better than Kansas. LOL
Well I better "hit the hay" - Nice Kansas speak.
Talk to you tomorrow...
Take care and good night Elena. I am going to sleep as well. goodnight to anyone who is lurking. Goodnight Mayo.
TITS & ASS.
*lol* Okay, now that I have your attention, I just wanted to say goodnight to y'all.
Again.
^_^
Hello to anyone,
Anonymous said...
Hhahaa all you haters..... watch G's latest interview he SAYS hes clean. I think you all want him to be fucked up so you can have a reason for him getting married to LyZ and you can blame it all on her.
G's clean... he's jappy.....the band is fine, Frank is in Aus with them. GET OVER IT!!!!
November 28, 2007 12:18 AM
Hmmmm.....
Pete Doherty (English musician), was rehabbed and 'clean' when he was videotaped cooking and shooting up heroin after the EMAs this year.
Kate Moss was 'clean' when she was videotaped snorting cocaine in 2005.
Supposedly ultra-clean-living teen icon of the 90's River Phoenix died from a drugs overdose outside The Viper Room on Halloween 1993.
'Cos no public figure has EVER lied about their sobriety, right!?!
Kass xx
That's not to say I thinks he's on drugs, just an over-sexed muppet!
Kass xx
Hhahaa all you haters..... watch G's latest interview he SAYS hes clean. I think you all want him to be fucked up so you can have a reason for him getting married to LyZ and you can blame it all on her.
G's clean... he's jappy.....the band is fine, Frank is in Aus with them. GET OVER IT!!!!
It wouldn't have been a night at Mayo's without at least one frothing anon popping in.
Jappy, you say? I wish I could stay home from work today & not get so behind on the blog comments, that would make me jappy.
Howdy Mayo,
How are you doing? Me? I'm still sleepy. I shouldn't have taken so much sinus and sleep meds together, but at least I seem to be breathing free and easy...so fair trade. It's actually chilly this morning. You chuckle? 40 degrees is so totally cold. What do you mean?
I don't have much to really share this morning. I mean all I did was sleep between posts and I don't think I had any revelations in my sleep. Maybe today will be a little smoother than yesterday. Because yesterday I was hanging on by my fingernails.
The dangling was kind of fun though....feel me?
May this find you on top of whatever you need to be on top of today...just don't smother it.
Yep, my meds are still talking for me. Come back little voice, come back...
It will....I know this because I'm
faithful.
Love to YOU Always,
s
p.s. Seriously, I know.
SS,
My friend, how are you? Seems you and I keep missing each other in Blogger land.
Just wanted to wish you well today and every single day. Thanks for being here...even when you're not here. You truly are a special person to all of us.
May Faith, Hope, and Love surround you....
Always,
S
Hello SD10 & RW,
Finally I've managed to get italics. Honestly, I'm a computer-illiterate numpty sometimes...
How are you?
Kass xx
Kass,
I'm good. Thanks for asking.
I hope you are as well.
Unfortunately, I can't stay.
Must leave for work now.
Hope you have a great day!
Good morning Mayo.
Just like there are 50 ways to leave your lover there are many ways to re-interpret your blog.
Quite simply, when are you going to mention what you have been holding back from saying?
More may understand than you think.
Try.
Goood morning Mayo (well it's morning for me)
Hope today turns out better than yesterday. But wait I think that every morning. Gotta be right eventually. It's that small little hope that gets me out of bed each day.
Take care.
The extra o in Good Morning is titled "Haven't Had My Starbucks Yet"
Hi PP!
Mayo,
Maybe you think it sucks to be you right now, but early this morning one of my closest friends' mothers died after a long battle with an inoperable brain tumour. Another friend who was there to comfort him just found out his grandmother passed away not an hour afterwards. A timely reminder that life's too short to piss about, so if you really want our help/advice then ditch the cryptic cr*p and put up or shut up!
Love,
Kass xx
P.S. I mean that in the nicest possible way.
Anon@9:33am,
Sorry about the confusion last night. I stupidly quoted that line in relation to your SS name translation, to show that for once I had identified you from out of the anons. Then I managed to completely confuse the living daylights out of everyone by jumbling all my ramblings together.
I've had the pointy hat on in a corner all day today for rubbish commenting, reciting the mantra, ignore vulture anons, turn brain on, ignore vulture anons,turn brain on.
"But that is my problem - not yours."
I'm sitting here shaking my head at this statement.
One word for you...family.
We're here together for all, through hurt and happiness. If you have a problem you know it becomes ours.
Hope your day improved. Mine was remarkably angular.
Hello Elena
Hello Kass.
Kass, So sorry to hear about your friends losses.
Jappy, Jappy! Hoy, Hoy!
Priceless.
How's everyone? It's Wednesday morning and I'm not awake yet.
Well, I guess I am awake, but not really.
Just wanted to tell everyone to have a good day. Hopefully we'll hear from Ergo sometime :) Then Cupcake will let us know about tomorrow's show in Australia, and we'll be all good.
See you around!
Kass, just saw your post to Mayo.
I'm so sorry about that. Cancer is a terrible, terrible condition and it's a true shame that's the way she had to pass. Tell your friend he is in our thoughts, as well as his own friend's family.
Such horrible news for them both. I hope it all works out.
Hi mustardisbetter.
*pp sitting down doing ergoproxy maths*
Brisbane is two hours behind us and it is 3:11am here. Maybe a bit too soon yet?
Or, maybe Ergo caught up with Ray after all and is still tangled in his hair.
Thanks guys,
We've been waiting for this day for a while, but just a week ago she was showing a lot of improvement and planning for Christmas. He's the nicest guy you could hope to meet so he's got a really strong, close-knit group of friends to help him through, but none of us have experienced losing a parent so we're not really sure what to say, etc...
I just feel a bit numb.
Love,
Kass xx
He just said that the reason he had to leave the tour is because his grandmother passed away.
Taken from here:
http://community.live
journal.com/chemical
romance/3032711.html
Frank, I'm so sorry for your loss. There aren't really any words to describe the pain it feels losing someone close to you. I've been through it 3 times, everytime getting worse than the one before. God rest her soul. You and your family are in my thoughts.
-------------------------------
The posters at LJ who were listening to the Radio show this came from (they called Frank in Australia to interview him) said they asked Frank about Gerard's wedding. You can see it at that URL as well, but the gist is that he knew about an hour beforehand, that it was a real surprise, that people had gone to bed and had to be woken up. He said that he took pictures with his camera phone and it was really sweet. He stated that if no one else get's married, he'll be the next one. :)
Sorry for all the posts. Just thought someone would like to know.
Thanks mib for that.
Sincere thoughts and hugs for Frank and all around here who have suffered the loss of loved ones recently.
So long and goodnight.
Poor Frankie. Condolences to him and his family.
I guess this is what was meant by the anon@10.07am, 26/11.
Love,
Kass xx
never fear I am here!!!
just got home
Show was fantastic!!!
gerard was on form and sang brilliantly, looked sexy and strutted and performed his best.
Ray played ...words fail me....just incredible (though it is hard to see his face with the fro flying.
Frank was great, all over the stage, up, down playing his eart out
Mikey seems to have developed a major coolness was at the front of the stage and wow- love his hair longer
Drummer was from Thursday and very good and the keyboard guy (name forgotten just now) was great too.
Fire, pyrotechnics,smoke, loud rock full on fantastic.
Started with Disappear, ended with FLW (I'll do se tlist tomorrow, mix of songs no particular order.
No great words of wisdom except he still thinks he's uncool and loves Australia, mentioned Bob didn't want them to cancel.
ummmm didn't get to meet them :( but hey that's life and I am not in the least disappointed as the show was awesome
Circa Survive and Getaway Plan were great too
Ergo!!!
That's terrific!
So glad you had a good time. :)
Fro in full form. Gerard actually singing on pitch. Mikey rocking the fuck out. Frank just being there (though we wonder the motives).
Sounds perfect, eh?
I'm really glad they ended with FLW. Much better ending than Cancer, in my opinion.
So glad you had a ball!!!
^No Bob makes Mustard sad though.
Get better Bob Bryar, you machine ;)
of course please excuse spelling errors as it is 1am.
oh and Ray has fantastic thighs and arms and back and ass and .....
hmmm which other guys were there?
Gerard sang perfectly!!
and he did Desert Song and wow- just brilliant.
Ray soloed before teenagers, and Frank pretended to choke himself and threw water at everyone.
And Fingers?!
He has Fingers!!!
Master Fingers!
Ray is a beacon of light in this dark world, slashing through songs like a lightening bolt. Fucking genious.
(This doesn't discount the fact that all of the guys are extremely talented, but, it's Ray. What's a girl to do?)
I imagine his senses are tingling now;)
Desert Song's my fave.
Did Ray play acoustic?
sorry mib I got lost at the thighs and ass bit..
yea his fingers are one of God's great creations. *sigh*
I hope he get's the toro tingles cause I'm thinking it!!!!
he did play acoustic, in a chair they brought up and Frank sat opposite on the floor and played too
Aw. I do love that song so much. I can picture it through your words Ergo. Thank you for the recap. Get some rest now, that is if you can.
Relive it again tomorrow :)
ok I am off to bed now, I'll catch up in 8hrs or so.
but at least you know they all looked great and played great.
byeeee
Hello Ergo,
I'm glad you enjoyed it and sleep well.
I have a vague feeling that someone on Buzznet said that Ray is on course to be voted Kerrang!'s sexiest male 2007.
But I might have been dreaming...
Kass xx
good morning everyone. i normally just lurk in the mornings (the risks of being late to work are too great), but i was hoping to hear from our reporter in the field. ^.^
ergo! i'm so glad your concert was great! i would've loved to be able to hear desert song live. *sigh*
also, i just want to offer my condolences to frank and his family. i remember reading a report from maxwell's in which the person said they had talked to frank, and that he had mentioned his grandmother was ill, and so i was afraid that was the reason behind his absence. i had been praying it wasn't true. my grandmother died this last spring, and it's a hard loss. my thoughts are with you, frank.
OP J. I saw that clip on Youtube. I thought he said he did that for his Ma. Nice. Although I won't like: wen he said "I can't find it," I LOLed like mad. The dude gets up my nose with his retarded antics lately, but there's no denying that when he's trying to be funny, he is.
Elena, you cracked me up and simultaneously made me want to vom. True story. Do you know how dangerous that is? I could die.
Mj said...
Elena I hate to say it but I liked that post to. I'm kinda sad he deleted. That in no way means I want mayo to start writing erotica on a regularly. I just liked that one
NO! DO NOT WANT. I'm starting to like this new Mayo. I don't want to go back to feeling all That doesn't interest me and frankly it's the sort of thing Miggs would say.
mustardisbetter said...
Jappy, Jappy! Hoy, Hoy!
WIN.
ow I'm all caught up, and I am so sorry to hear about Frank's Gran.
But he won't get any of the well-wishes by posting them here. If we wanted to say how sorry we were, how we hope he and his family are coping okay and that they're in our thoughts, maybe we could go to their MySpace or something like that and send him our best.
What a total downer to hear this.
Yeah, maybe we should do that Kapunua. I don't have a Myspace though.
If you do, send them for me?
I just kinda got down when I heard that, and this is the only place I have a voice, so I thought it best to say something, anything.
There's no way he'd find our well-wishes here.
my computer doesn't do myspace.
this, or the lj community, are the only places i have to express my sympathies. whether he ever reads them or not, i wanted to put them out into the ether.
gotta go to work now.
bye.
That is terrible about Frank's Grandmother. I hate that for him.
Frank,
Even though I know you will probably never see this, I hope you know our thoughts and prayers are with you.
XOXO,
S&V20
Hi to everyone by the way!
I'm at work (YUCK) so I'll be off and on for a while.
Hope ya'll have a wonderful and wicked Wednesday!
Love ya'll!
Man, today I just feel really badly about Frank's Gran. That's such bad news. >_>
Goodmorning everyone, I am much less chatty than I was last night. Go figure, I'm at work. Blah!
I guess the first thing I have to say is to our dearest Frank and family. I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I had a feeling that was the case, but with all these rumors and such, it is hard to distinguish the truth. Thank you for telling everyone why you left the tour. I am happy that you could go home and be with your family. Sends you a million hugs.
Second, Kass, I am sorry to hear about your loss. (And btw, we are so twinsies. ;)
TJ, I am sorry to hear about your gran too. :(
Ergo, thank you for the fantastic update! Desert Song, yum. It is a gift to my ears.
Also, maybe I am in denial about Gerard's soberity. Wishful thinking? Probably.
Hi Mayo, how are you today? Anything you want to mention? I hope you are well and happy today. Come visit soon.
SS, I just want to squeeze you. Hope you are doing okay today too.
Sending both of you some love today.
Brother - Alice In Chains
Frozen in the place I hide
Not afraid to paint my sky with
Some who say I've lost my mind
Brother try and hope to find
You were always so far away
I know that pain so don't you run away
Like you used to do
Roses in a vase of white
Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves
That fall because my hand is
Pulling them hard as I can
You were always so far away
I know that pain and I won't run away
Like I used to do
Pictures in a box at home
Yellowing and green with mold
So I can barely see your face
Wonder how that color taste
You were always so far away
I know the way so don't you run away
Like you used to do
This was, obviously, back when Jerry Cantrell still had a soul somewhere in there. Back when they were in it together, before the days when he was selling Layne out for being a smack addict while he himself was playing around with coke. (See, Jerry was only sniffing. Layne was shooting, making him the villian.)
The fantastic thing about Frank Iero is that I don't think he's ever been driven by the fame/fortune/girls aspect of music. Well to a point I think that most young people who start bands are thinking of fame and fortune, but once you outgrow that fantasy (if, say, you've had to grow up really fast because your star was rising, your band took off like a rocket,) your reasons for staying in it are what counts. What drives you: that's what you have to keep in mind.
I don't presume to know what goes on in Frank's head, but I think he's sincere. (OTOH, I thought Gerard was, too, and look at what happened there.) I still think Frank is sincere, because if you look at him in the beginning and then look at him now, you can see he hasn't changed. Evolved, yes, grown up, but essentially he's still himself. I hope that never changes.
Most of the time I'm thinking, "Frank, get out while you still can!" I would love for him to get out of this sinking ship. Just be with Leathermouth, S//C, do his own thing. All of that is still so pure.
Other times I'm stuck thinking, "That's exactly what Jerry Cantrell did." Albeit for different reasons--Cantrell wanted the money and fame--but the end result was still a tragedy. So then I think, what will happen to Gerard if Frank left? And then I'm thankful--and a little more understanding--that he's still hanging on.
I'm not saying for sure that Gerard is on coke or still drinking. I only know what I see. What I see is that he dude is a trainwreck. Drinking, drugs, or none of the above, he is still a completely different entity than he used to be, and not in a good way.
Just some mana'o, sorry for being rambly.
Something to think about, Kapunua.
I, myself, have thought that as well. Those two seem like each other's yin and yang. Seem. Maybe not so much now, and there just doing what they can for the sake of the band and just to get by.
Maybe Frank is afraid if he ditches this, if he was thinking about it in the first place (*just remembered Anon that came here saying he thought about it after the Leathermouth show in October, but that doesn't mean it's true*), that Gerard will completely go off the deep-end. If my friend were in that position, I'd stick it out, too.
But that's 'cause Frank's probably the best friend everyone wishes they had, and the unselfish do things like that. Sticking up for you when you can't find a way out. Help you bury the body and all that shit.
I think your worries are warranted, Kapunua.
For Frankie:
For each thorn, there's a rosebud...
for each twilight — a dawn...
for each trial — the strength to carry on,
For each stormcloud — a rainbow...
for each shadow — the sun...
for each parting — sweet memories
when sorrow is done.
—Ralph Waldo Emerson
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
Faith, Hope, & Love to You
Always,
s
Hi everybody are you all jappy today. I hope you are?
It saddens me to hear about Franks's loss I hope that his family are doing well. I hope he is well.
TO the op l I'm sorry to hear about the fire and I hope that all is well with your family.
Kapu all I know is you have some dogs and they were sick but are doing better now . I hope it stays that way.
The way you guy's talk about frank is ridiculous. You don't know him. If you saw him in the early days (and even sometmes now.....) you would think different. Think he has always been faithful? ?Wrong think again. Read MCR secrets sometime. It said "Gerard wasn't the only one who used to get drunk and give a little "EXTRA" to the female fans."
Frank doesn't get as much money as some of the others off the profits but he gets enough, and believe me he is not complaining about the fame and money.
He doens't even play a huge part in writing the songs, did you even know that??
You can listen t this fake SS person all you want but pay attention to the REAL MCR sometimes. THink Frank doesn't drink? DId you even SEE Him at the EMAs? He was drunk of his fucking ass.
OF course he acts nice. He wants fans to like him. But that doesn't make him the wonderful person you all make him out to be. He also doesn't have a beautiful oh so supporting relationship with Gerard like you fan - girls want to believe in either. THey WORK together. They MAKE MONEY together. There associates.
You are just all really unrealistic. You have such an unrealistic view of rock stars and especially Frank Iero. Trust me, he's not this perfect sober hero whose going to save Gerard. He wants his share of the fame too and he gets it. Just because he acts a little nicer to the fans you guys have made him out to be some awesome person.
Anon what do you have against Frank What did he do to you.
No I don't know Frank but I'm going to go by the way he acts that all i have to base what kind of person he is. As far as his relationship with Gerard goes if its not what we think it is that is fine we just have hope that they are as close as they seem.
Frank drinks that okay because he isn't the one with the drinking problem. Gerard is. I know that most rock star get drunk a lot on tour. It is only a big deal if they can stop doing it.
As for the people here. You think calling us fan-girls is going to hurt us. I have been called far worse thinks than any anon or bn or ino person could come up with so go ahead call me a fangirl. Also this is our opinions on what is going how we interrupted what we see based on passed personal experience and knowledge of passed rock stars.
One last thing we are a group of fans who found out something bad happen to someone we admirer and we want to wish them well only a heartless jack ass would find something wrong with doing that.
Someone has a vendetta against Frank, I see.
You know him? Send him a big "I'm sorry for the loss of his grandmother and that I hope he and his family are doing well."
As for you:
MCR Secrets is a load. of. shit. I get my information from newspapers and credible sources. MCR Secrets is as bad as Buzznet and INO. You have no grounds for argument there.
Frank doesn't get as much money as some of the others off the profits but he gets enough, and believe me he is not complaining about the fame and money.
So, now you're their lawyer and you helped them write up a contract, eh? And whoever, ON HERE, stated that Frank was complaining about the fame and money he was receiving? Pulling shit out of your ass I do believe.
Drunk at the EMAs...Drunk off his ass.
You performed a breathilizer? Dude looked exhausted in the pictures. But, that's not really the point, Frank's drinking, or Gerard's, Ray's, Mikey's, of Bob's, now is it?
And how the fuck do you know what they're relationship is like? If I didn't know any better, I'd swear you were an "insider." Only you aren't.
You are just all really unrealistic.
No. Unrealistic is you barging in this motherfucker and screaming at us that we don't know who Frank is.
That's right. We don't know who Frank is. And neither do you.
And Frank is an awesome person. And the others are as well. I don't see your point.
Now, maybe you could be a bit nicer and say a little something to Frank about his loss and how proud you are of him for being back, and hope that it gets back to him.
Anon,
Care to kick a little more while he's down?
No, he's not perfect. No one is. And I bet you won't find one person in here who looks at him as a "rock star".
Lay off. The man just lost his grandmother, for fuck's sake.
Why would you care what we think? Have you a personal interest in Frank or the band?
I agree with MJ. Only a jack ass would attack people for caring.
L.
Thank you, MIB. My thoughts exactly.
And really, Anon, you don't even have a valid point. No one here is calling him a saint. He is just a nice, considerate and compassionate human being. You said it yourself that he is nice. So what the fuck is your problem with him? That he is toooooo nice?
Whatever.
MJ, Mustard,
Well said.
We love you.
L and J
Anon@1:27. I'm so glad you posted this. I mean, we all know how reliable MCR Secrets is! Where would I be without second hand information from pre-teens!? LOST, that's where! LOST!
Fucking vulture.
L.
Previous comment directed at anon at 1:27.
L.
Thank you Ops how are you guys today? Are you jappy?
MJ and Mustard, I couldn't have said it better. Thank you.
Anon, there is a ton more I want to say to you, but I just can't bring myself to do it right now. Actually, it is not even worth it. It won't matter to you anyway.
MJ, we are so "jappy" we can barely stand it. How are you?
Love,
L.
Hello and thank you anon @ 1:52. Hello anima and Mib how are you that goes out to you at 152 as well.
Hello S&V, MJ, L, and Anima :)
Now, I'm in a pissy mood. So, fair warning: If you see a string of obscenities, thank the All-knowing Anon for it and their insensitivity.
How's everyone?
Everybody who lost somebody
I cannot think you're not alive somewhere.
I think of you just as I did before.
No sudden gust of wind has closed the door
Or made your presence vanish in thin air.
I write you this because I know you're there;
That even after death there must be more.
So does faith one's inner sun restore
After bitter darkness few can bear.
My mind and heart have not yet lost a friend
Even though my senses are bereft,
For you remain the witness of my soul.
No mere accident our love can end
So long as I have will and memory left,
And you lie silent on some unknown shoal.
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Cherish your memories, they lie in your hearts. You will always see them again.
This is to send my thoughts to everybody, even the ones who are not present!
Anon, anymore you would like to say? How about, "Frank, sorry to hear about the death in your family" or something like that?
Remember Anon, that the members in MCR are real people with real life struggles. Please do not feed the rumors in MCR Secrets. It is poison. And it is hurtful.
I'm pissed the fuck off, too.
Damn, at least it's time for me to go home.
See ya'll in a little bit......
hi and a nice afternoon/evening. how´s everyone? *hugs*
Sorry S&m20 I didn't catch you there. How are you today? Jappy?
Hello present how are you?
Mustard, I'm feeling ya.
Sending lots of hugs to everyone.
Thank you Present. You are very thoughtful.
Hello pixie how are you today? Present thank you for what you wrote.
hi mj I´m ok how are you? :)
Present,
That was beautiful.
Something for ALL of us to remember.
Love,
L.
Hi, everyone.
Kass, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. *hugz* We're here if you need us.
I'm feeling soooo bad for Frankie today. I lost my grandma three years ago, and I still haven't fully dealt with it. I hope he knows (or can feel) that all our thoughts & prayers go out to him. :(
Anon @ 1:27: Do you fucking mind? The guy's grandma just passed away. Think you could maybe save your character attack for... oh, say, the twelfth of fucking NEVER??
Honestly, the way most of these Anons act, you'd think WE were the teenage morons. >_<
(Kapunua, I liked your long-ass post. Do I have to grab your ass to get you to talk to me? ^_~ )
(Mustard - Jappy Hoy, I LOVE IT!!!)
I really do love you guys. Talking to y'all makes me so jappy.
Ergo, you got Desert Song??
<--- is insanely jealous :D
*sniffle* Am I invisible, or just stinky?
I'm alright pixie. I wish I was jappy but I'm alright.
Hello Pixie!
Present:
Thank you for that. You should always post lyrics. I like you.
Hi Martha! We're getting crossed in the comments :)
hi sis m how are you?
Ello ello ello sis m how are you today?
Sister M, hello!
You've reminded me of something:
You all are extremely valuable to me. I'm beginning to soften and love you all as I would my own real-life friends. Who would have thought that Mayo could bring people together like he has us?
So jappy to have you as company :)
Hi All,
I'm still at work....blah...we are busy as you know what. So I better get back to it.
Present,
Thanks for posting. That was beautiful.
I'll chat you guys later.
Love all ya'll to pieces,
S
Pixie
Elfe, hier ist ein Gedicht für Sie
Oh, little Fairy what do you see
My face does it shine like gold?
Your meadow flowers are at my feet
Your beauty does unfold
Oh, Acorn pixie sitting there
Your bell shaped seat so tall
Tell me what else you see
Lest you should slip and fall
One leaf for faith, one more for hope
Love and be strong for three
But from here I can see a fourth
God’s Luck for you and me.
That anon is chicken shit. It came all up in here and said some shit than ran away.
"Who would have thought that Mayo could bring people together like he has us?"
jep *lol* now we´re a jappy(?)-family ;)
Hi Pixie, MJ!
I'm both jappy & sad at the same time. How are you?
Fuckin' nasty-ass anons. Sometimes I wish I could see them so I could kick them in the ass for being so deliberately obtuse.
Hey, Sis Midnite!
*sniff*
No, no smell. It's all good! :)
It's hard to lose someone you love, even though we know we will see them again. I lost all of my grandparents by the time I was 22.
My Grandpa on my Dad's side died when I was six months old, my Grandma on my Dad's side when I was five, my Grandpa on my Mum's side when I was 14 and then my last Grandma when I was 22.
I wish I had been able to talk to my paternal grandparents more. I have stories, and some memories of my Grandma, but that is all.
My Grandpa on my Dad's side was bedridden for the last 8 or 9 months and apparently when my parents would bring me to visit, I always grabbed at a quilt that was on his bed. It had a lot of red in it, so maybe that was part of it.
After he passed away, my Grandma gave it to my Mum and told her that he wanted me to have it when I got older. Mum gave it to me and it stays on my bed now, on the side.
Sometimes, if I've had a really bad day, I grab a piece of the red cloth and hold it. I always go off to sleep.
Love,
L.
Well sis m you are in lucky I'm an e voodoo priestess and I will put a curse on that shit head anon. Maybe I will be crabs in its eye lashes. Give it the mark of mayo.
It's really sad because nobody loves you the way your Grandparents love you...you know?
You guys, I'm so glad we found each other. I don't think I can say it enough. I feel blessed, lucky, fortunate...etc.
Thank you for listening to me and for loving me and for letting me lean on you...always.
Love,
S
I love all of you ladies here. I really do. Mad love, 'ya know. I dig Mayo and SS too. Even though I have gotten pissy at Mayo a few times...that's okay. I still care about him a ton.
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Anon, I do have one more thing. SS, mentioned it earlier: "Schadenfreuden" - go bring that back to MCR Secrets would you please? Thanks. :)
Thanks, OP's! (I'll answer the emails, I promise!) I know how you feel, I kept some of my grandparents' favorite clothes. I've done the same thing.
MJ - LOL! "The Mark of Mayo" is crabs?? That's AWESOME!!! XD
Hiya everyone. Hiya Sis Midnite! I'll always talk to you, you know that, but if you want more, do what you gotta do. ;D Heee.
I don't like the vibe in here today.
Anon with the Frank hatorade:
You know, I don't recall anyone in here saying that the dude was a saint. A few of us have met him. I did, and he was nicer to me and everyone else in the vicinity than he even had to be. He went out of his way to make everyone feel happy. I can only base my opinion on him on my experience. Bear in mind that general opinion holds him to be a rare sort of good person.
It is possible to be a human, with flaws, and still be that rare sort of good. The two aren't mutually exclusive. After a certain amount of life experience, you learn this sort of thing. Maybe you don't have that life experience yet, no matter what your physical age is.
Always, SDock, Always.
J. and I were talking the other night and I was comparing us to "The Island of Misfit Toys" from Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer.
We are all a bit broken, but together, we are beautiful. That goes for you too, Mayo and SS. You are equal. Like it or not, you are just as much a part of this Family as we are.
SS made a comment about the anons being his problem, not ours.
Don't you see, SS? It IS our problem because it is yours. Same with Mayo, or anyone else on here. We help each other. Now more than ever, we are understanding that.
Love to you all,
L.
hi kapunua, anima and sdock, how are you? :)
Now I'm not trying to say mayo has crabs. Just to get that out there. I'm just saying mess with the people at Mayo's and you will get the Mark Of Mayo. Which will be an STD in a very public place on your body. Because here at Mayo's we like to give gifts that keep on given to all the little shit starting anons.
"Give it the mark of mayo." Hell yes!!!
Sdock, we are pretty lucky aren't we.
L, thank you for sharing. Grandparents are the best. I miss all of mine very much.
Pixie, Sis Midnite, Princess Smoke, Hi There!
Por favor, perdóname. I didnt media con hacerle daño a usted. Soy lo siento por lo que pasó, no es necesario sacarla de mí así. Los dos somos sensación de cosas que nunca pensó que haría. Nada pasó con su hermano.
I promesa
awww so much love in the air now :)
sorry I don´t write that much now, maybe I´m just not really able to say with own words what I feel/think... but I can say that I´m happy to be hear and to talk to all of you :) *bighugstoeveryone* :)
Hello Kapu and sd10 how are you guys?
L.,
The Island of Misfit Toys....I love it. That describes us perfectly.
Hi all that I have missed,
Now I really must get back to work before I get fired and somehow I just don't know if ppu will take me around the world if that really happens.
Call me a realist like that....
Later babes!
Love,
S
It's not the amount of words, Pixie. It's the thought behind it.
Love,
L.
awww thanks L *hugs* jep maybe sometimes I just struggle with putting my feelings into (english)words *laugh*
Anima,
I know what you mean. I miss mine too. My heart goes out to Frank.
J. never even met her grandparents. They all passed away before she was born. She wonders a lot about what she missed. I wish she could have had some time with them.
Love,
L.
And speaking of J, just so you guys know, her birthday is Dec. 3, so we have to PARTTTTYYY next Monday.
Sorry in advance if we mess up your house Mayo, we'll clean it afterwards. :)
L.
Anonymous said...
Por favor, perdóname. I didnt media con hacerle daño a usted. Soy lo siento por lo que pasó, no es necesario sacarla de mí así. Los dos somos sensación de cosas que nunca pensó que haría. Nada pasó con su hermano.
I promesa
November 28, 2007 2:30 PM
What does this say. I don't have my own computer and the one I'm on wont translet this.
In truth I don't even like many of you. Especially you paranoid ones who think they know everything. You know who I'm talking to.
I know we are trying to wish Franck and his family well but can we move on to another subject. All this talk of lost love ones is very hard to deal with.
"And speaking of J, just so you guys know, her birthday is Dec. 3, so we have to PARTTTTYYY next Monday"
ah yay another sagittarius cool!
Oh shit we have a fake Mayo now.
Bright Star, a word of advice: work on your "Mayo voice." He doesn't even write like that. I swear you'll never see the dude use a contraction when he's got a point to make.
Fake Me and Fake Mayo should go a few rounds, don't you think?
jep I thought the same mj....
I don't think he's fake.
The number of times the profile has been looked at is in the thousands.
Real deal.
Mayo?
You okay? I'm paranoid, but I know shit.
oh and? I can also post as mayo, you just use his name and add his profillink and everyone will think it was really mayo....
Mayo also knows better than to switch subject pronouns in the middle of a sentence. He might not even knows that he knows that, but he does, and he would never go from "you" to "they" in the same sentence.
The word for today is "voice." Feel it.
Later on the word will be "sensibility." But, man, that's a long way down the road and borders on "let's not go there."
Crap, how did I delete that?
See now I'm paranoid.
If its the real mayo than change the time on your profile. Anyway I think if you log in under someones name without making a blog you can have it link back to the original
Mustard, this is Kapunua, showing you how easily it's done.
Don't sweat this one, okay? I'm about 90% sure it's not him. It doesn't feel right.
Ok, MAYO,
Answer me a question.
How can you prove your identity?
L.
Hello ladies! How is everybody?
I hope everyone is doing well!
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