So you let that go with little debate.
Perhaps it was inserted too late.
Could you please go back in time
just a minute and revisit the rhyme?
The store remains locked.
But the shelves are carefully stocked
with reasons there for all to see.
You are oh so very close to me.
p.s. trust that I try to reflect back to you what you have given to me.
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Happy All Souls Day!
Yeh but when a child throwing a tantrum the best thing to do is ignore the behavior.
"Mayo I'm listening."
Ass Kisser!
Anonymous said...
"Mayo I'm listening."
Ass Kisser!
Yeah, caring about another human being is such a fuckin' strange concept. Well damn, I'm listening to you too ANON. So quess I'm kissing your ass.
I really think you are missing my point but I'm damn sure you aren't gonna get it.
Once more I speak and I'm not heard.
Such is life.
Mayo
Are you feeling like you have no control of your life. Maybe keeping your special thoughts and feelings locked up in the store helps. If you feel this blog is here to hold your secrets and we hold the key for security - you maybe right. You may write all things you would like to say but can't behind a blog name and reveal little by little. Regardless of who you are or what secrets lurking in the store, we are here to listen.
Music can only reveal so much of one's inner termoil, but eventually you must stop or you will bleed to death on the floor.
Write all the cryptice message you like, there are some really smart posters here that can help you let it all out. The whole process is cathartic!!!!
elena,
I'm right there with you. We are also here by choice and we choose to listen and respond.
Sorry magic pie - That was a little, ahh yeah that was completely rude. I am just so tired of these post but I can't help coming back. I took my frustrations out on you by calling you an ass kisser - please forgive!!!
oops I meant elena
Thank you ANON. See we are are listening to each other.
Must go for now. Take care, my friends.
Yes elena I am listening I hear you.
"It was the moment when he had the light that it worked"
Mayo did you have a "light bulb moment" Things become so much clearer when the lights are all on!!!!
"It was the moment when he had the light that it worked"
Mayo reality set in?
"So you let that go with little debate.
Perhaps it was inserted too late.
Could you please go back in time
just a minute and revisit the rhyme?"
Mayo, did we miss something back there that was not discussed? Please provide another hint and we'll revisit.
"The store remains locked.
But the shelves are carefully stocked
with reasons there for all to see.
You are oh so very close to me."
Mayo, you are still holding back but there is plenty more to be said, but you do not intend for it to be said easlily. Mayo, you are also close to us here.
"p.s. trust that I try to reflect back to you what you have given to me."
As we reveal ourselves to him and he will respond in earnest.
Blood for blood!!!1
Frank is hiding his face,hiding his eyes. That kind of body language doesn't scream hapiness.
Things aren't okay.
Hello Mayo. I hope you are well today.
Another cryptic one I see. I for one will not be wasting my time trying to decipher it.
It shall not be able to flee on the day of pain!
look, my ba misleads me - I do not listen to it -
Drags me toward death before I come to it,
Casts me on fire so as to burn me!
Life is a passage; trees fall.
Tread on the evil, put down my misery!
To whom shall I speak today?
Brothers are mean,
The friends of today do not love.
To whom shall I speak today?
Kindness has perished.
Insolence assaults everyone.
To whom shall I speak today?
The past is not remembered,
Now one does not help him who helped.
To whom shall I speak today?
Brothers are mean,
One goes to strangers for affection.
To whom shall I speak today?
Faces are blank,
Everyone turns his face from his brothers.
To whom shall I speak today?
One lacks an intimate,
One resorts to an unknown to complain.
To whom shall I speak today?
No one is cheerful,
He with whom one walked is no more.
To whom shall I speak today?
I am burdened with grief
For lack of an intimate.
Death is before me today
Like a well-trodden way,
Like a man's coming home from warfare.
Death is before me today
Like the clearing of the sky,
As when a man discovers what he ignored.
Death is before me today
Like a man's longing to see his home
When he has spent many years in captivity
-----------------------------------
Don't be proud of your knowledge,
Consult the ignorant and the wise;
The limits of art are not reached,
No artist's skills are perfect;
Good speech is more hidden then greenstone,
Yet may be found among maids at the grindstones.
If you are a man who leads,
Whose authority reaches wide,
You should do outstanding things,
Remember the day that comes after.
No strife will occur in the midst of honors,
But where the crocodile enters hatred arises.
If you are mighty, gain respect through knowledge
And through gentleness of speech.
Don't command except as is fitting,
He who provokes gets into trouble,
Don't be haughty, lest you be humbled,
Don't be mute, lest you be chided.
When you answer one who is fuming,
Avert your face, control yourself.
The flame of the hot-heart sweeps across,
He who steps gently, his path is paved.
He who frets all day has no happy moment,
He who's gay all day can't keep house.
Know your helpers, then you prosper,
Don't be mean towards your friends,
They are one's watered field,
And greater than one's riches,
For what belongs to one belongs to another.
The character of a son-of-man is profit to him;
Good nature is a memorial.
I'm making an assumption about you Mayo,I know, but here goes anyway..
"CATHOLIC". November 1st was the Feast of All Saints. Perhaps that says it all. Is she the one this is all about? She was there at the beginning to push you and help you discover your gifts. She always knew you had it in you. She understood you and didn't judge. She just loved and supported you in every way she could. She "got it". She was/is so proud of you. But when you faltered, she didn't save you. You saved yourself because you carried her strength within you. She is with you always. Every day. Just loving you. Let yourself be still and you will feel her surround you. Let her ground you and bring you back to the center. You will find the answers that have always been there inside your heart. You are not a hero. You haven't saved anyone. Inspired yes; saved no. In the words of Glinda, The Good Witch of the North - they "had the power all along." You just helped them find their path - their voice. But isn't that what she did for you.
Stop putting all the weight upon your shoulders. If you don't want the criticism, don't put yourself out there in either actions or words. Honesty can be very liberating, but sometimes privacy is better. Those who know you best, the ones who have been there from the beginning through all the highs and lows, are still there wanting to support you. Communication is key. Family - blood and friends - is everything. More people than you could imagine truly care about you and your wellbeing.
JESUS JUMPED-UP CHRIST ON A CHARIOT-DRIVEN SIDECAR!!!
I love you all dearly, but everybody - back the fuck up and BREATHE for a minute.
This latest post is just like all the others; it tells us a whole lot while it tells us nothing at all.
Go easy on Myalas, she just needed to snap. I'm pretty sure we've all been there at one point or another. Mustard, it's was very kind of you to be there for her.
More Anons, I see. Don't let them get y'all worked up. If they can't play nice, ignore them.
So Mayo supposedly bad-mouths us on another site. So fucking what? With all the stuff we throw at him, a love/hate view of us is to be expected. We love him, we hate him, we pick on him, and sometimes we tell him to pretty much go fuck himself. As long as ol' Mayo knows that the love/hate thayng isn't all one-sided, all is good.
Where are the rest of the kickball team? This place could use a little fun, I think.
Just sayin'.
And here's Sis Midnite's bit o' literature for the day.
Cryptic's expected, now get me a drink
More people are blogging, and saying he's a dink
Angel or devil, not all of us care
We're present for kickball and discussing our hair.
You think yourself clever, with razor-sharp wit
But honey, not everyone's buying your shit
So put down the Sharpie, and show us some class.
Unless you'd enjoy me kicking your ass!
Not as good as Kapunua's, but I think it'll do. ^_^
Why is Frank hiding?
Mayo needs someone to help him find his own power.
This is not something he's going to find through someone else, only himself.
-Amyranth is hallucinating from too much chocolate.
Amyranth - Why are you not sharing the chocolate?
Did someone mention kickball?
Hi guys.
Hi Mayo.
I'm afraid im not smart enough nor wise enough to work out the messages you try and send out through your blogs. The information I gather can only be recieved by the people here, who give you, and everybody else the answers were all trying to find. If we did miss something from your last blog, please be more specific as to what. We all are here to help you, but with no guidance we all will remain clueless.
You seem like your warming to us, and it makes me happy to know that you are here by choice. We are all here by choice also, and we highly respect you, as much as you stated you do.
Open up a little bit, Mayo. Share with us your true feelings. Dont hide behind these poems that leave the both of us clueless. We want the best for you, Mayo. And I believe you have the stength to get through this. You know in your heart whats the right choice but your scared of the outcome. Just follow your heart.
You remember the good days? You want them back? None of us can you take you back in time, but what's stopping you at 30, going back to that place as a person? Be the man you want to be. Dont fall under the pressure.
Love you always.
It worries me to see Frank so covered up in the photo. Does it not break your heart, Mayo?
Sorry, I cant stay. I came on, saw the new blog, and have just been reading all the comments for the last half hour.
Hope everyone is well.
- Jade
P.S, sometimes the worst can get the best of us.
"May I offer you this...Know that I hold you all in high regard, and that this place is very important to me. I have little time and I give what I can. That is not to excuse my behavior, it is simply fact. I am here, by choice."
Thank you Mayo. This place has become important to me too. I have little time as well, but you have still managed to give me more than I have given you. I hope I can change that. When I have some alone time this weekend, I will try my best to give you something in return. I just need some time to gather my thoughts.
Hi everyone! And yes, it makes me sad to see Frank like that. I wonder why he looks so down and hiding behind the "mask."
I wonder if SS could shed some light on the situation.
SisterMidnite:
Thank you for bringing us back to a somewhat normal state. I appreciate that so much.
"It is in the (b)end that we find the (b)light."
"It was in the moment when he had the light that it worked."
"Be truthful, do I look pretty held up for the light to shine through?"
"Parallel illusions are only viewable in the dimmest light."
And the poem on the last blog.
I don't understand the fascination with light. Is this a promising concept or is it just that? A fascination with the unattainable? Ideas?
Those pictures, all of them, especially the LJ ones, worry me. I don't know what's wrong, and I don't know what to do to help.
I posted over in BC's last night that after watching the "Teenagers" performance, I felt like there was just something off. There was a detatchment between all of them onstage. It just felt like they were going through the motions.
I'm just worried. I'm worried about them, but mostly worried about all of you.
BTW, Mayo, my little stab at poetry is just Sis Midnite screwing around again. We're all here because we choose to be. And I do have to thank you for this blog -- it keeps me from going postal at work. :) So in case I haven't already said it, thank you.
Sdock10! *hugz* Yeah, kickball!!!
Anyone checked on BC lately? Why is she deleting all her comments?
On your neck in sharpie?
-s00
Which LJ pictures?
"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."
Holding on tightly to the faith.
Always,
S
Sdock:
Where is that from? Your intelligent mind? That's beautiful. That's so...true. Just beautiful.
Sdock10 - fortiter in re, suaviter in modo
Hi, SS!
Love your newest Latin phrase.
Can I give you a hug?
***H U G Z***
Hey SS,one hug is just not enough, I say.
Can I give you one too?
The new phrase is quite meaningful.
Elena said...
Amyranth - Why are you not sharing the chocolate?
I'd pass it around, but it won't go through the screen!
*tap, tap, tink*
-Amyranth cannot figure out the ways of Chocolate portaling.
Hi SS!
Hope you know that we are all thinking of you each and every day.
I do hope you read what I wrote last night because it is true. Anyone would be lucky and truly blessed to have a friend who cares as much as you do.
Love you to pieces,
S&V20
You can never have too many hugs!
SS,
I know it's hard, but you keep fighting and believing. There are lots of us standing in the trenches with you and we are prepared for a long battle.
Thank you for always bringing your thoughtfulness and kind words to us. I don't know if you realize how much they truly mean.
Love, Hope, & Faith...
Always,
S
-Amyranth cannot figure out the ways of Chocolate portaling.
Damn, we can send a man to the moon but we can't figure out this most important of life's riddles. I need chocolate!!!!
I am humbled to think that my words may incite and inspire such powerful emotions as hope, faith and love.
Please know this - it is a mutual exchange. I thank you all, my friends.
::sending a bazillion hugz in SS's direction::
SS, whenever I'm having a shitty day, I think about you. It helps to make things not quite so shitty. Know we're here if you should need us.
Princess S&V20 is here!
Game ON?
I do not want to punish you for your thoughts, SS. I want to punish you for your actions.
I thank you more SS because with you just stopping by brings those three emotions so much higher here.
I'm glad to hear it's a mutual exchange.
SS are you here?? i've just arrived so i might be halucinating or something.
anyway if it is you hello!
Evening Mayo!
Yeah, maybe it was inserted too late. For my time zone, anyway…..so many comments I tend to skim to catch up.
I extend my apologies and promise to go back and revisit the rhyme.
Must say though sweetie; your rhyme.... not representative of the beautiful lyricist you are or have us believe you to be. But I guess you’re tired and no I probably couldn’t do any better!!!
You know; if you let people browse around the store it’s just possible that one day someone may want to buy the entire contents!
We are all here by choice; or are we all drawn here because we are seeking to find something……want to feel part of something?
Blood Donor: something being sucked from you; something draining away, part of you?
Are you giving away something precious? We all have, I think.
Catholic:
One half of my family staunchly are, I am not! (My limited experiences with it I’ve found frightening and overbearing)
He is. Once, during one of our nights spent discussing our ‘shit’, I broached the subject of fear. His short response was that his whole childhood was based on it. I also recall frightening tales of his experiences, always involving nuns with harsh words; talk of expectation and punishment. Seems to have had a lasting effect, and not in a healthy way.
Re: the anon suggestion @ 6.30. I do hope that is just shit-stirring. Anything I have to say I will say here; to your face, so to speak. I do hope that you would extend me/us the same courtesy.
Light: scrutiny, realisation, truth, purity, beauty, comforting, hopeful
Fire, Burning, Ashes: punishment, penance,absolution of sin, re-birth
Take Care, Mayo!
P.S. reflections are clouded
Anon @ 6:50:
You try it, and you'll have to go through us first.
And believe me, you're not THAT powerful.
ANON - Words can be meaningless or powerful. It's all in the delivery.
I'm pleased that some of our words, because they are delivered with pure emotion, are being heard.
SS:
Hello Angel....always lovely to hear from you.
Thank you.
Your friend always!
SS has a new latin quote!
It is better to suffer an injustice than to commit one, however no man should be punished for his opinions.
or it could be no man should be punished for his views or his thoughts. They all kinda fit.
^Anon,you're slow.
Yes I can see that now! Sorry! *is very late*
SS,
You are inspiring. Just your words alone make me stop and think about the kind of person I have been and the kind of person I can be. I’m not always the best friend that I should be to people. Thank you for helping me realize that. You are one in a million and don’t ever forget that.
Hope, Faith and Love? You better believe it.
I’m not much for hugs but you can have one anytime!
S&V20
Game on?
Oh hell yeah, Sis!
First, I got to finish work before I get fired, then it is ass-kicking time.
Co-Captain Princess
Anon@6:50
Oh, fuck no.
You think you need to punish someone?
Don’t piss me off before I even get to start the fucking game.
I leave for, what, 12 hours or so, and look what happens.
To Shitsubou: hello, my sweet. I hope you're trying to have a good day. Gets kind of hard, though, when certain people get all the Hell up in your face.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN, ANONYMOUS? "I want to punish you for your actions."?! Excuse me? What the fuck could SS possibly do to you that's any worse than what's been done to him? If you have any balls at all, you'll answer me this time.
J.
Let me know, Princess S&V20.
I'm at work for four more hours. >.<;
We lost Dr. Nut...
I am definitely agreeing with J.
Anon, if you are who I think you are, I don't care if you think you are doing this for the right reasons, it is still NOT right.
SS, keeping the faith has got to be harder and harder. We stand with you, please don't forget that. We love you dearly.
L.
breath in breathe out
tell me all of your doubt
everybody leads this way
just the same
breath in breathe out
move on and break down
everyone goes away
I will stay
We push and pull, and fall down sometimes
I'm not letting go, you hold the other line
Cause there is a light
In your eyes,...in your eyes
Hold on hold tight
From out of your sight
Everything keeps moving on, moving on,
Hold on hold tight
Make it throught another night
Everyday there comes the sun with the dawn
We push and pull, and fall down sometimes
I'm not letting go, you hold the other line
Cause there is a light
In your eyes,...in your eyes
There is a light
on ss prof
Location: Defessus
sorry if its already been done but what does it mean?
Midnite, S&V20,
I'm here, but I'm also at work for 1 hour and 45 more minutes.
Definitely, kickball LATER!!
Anon,
Punishment? A little bit juvenile don't you think? Show a little respect and maturity and work this out between the two of you. What are these actions that you speak of? Remember, sometimes you can only give back as good as what you've been given.
ss,
Thank you.
...love, hope, & faith.
*holding on with both hands*
sorry just seen this, last one i promise lol
on mayo's prof
Occupation: blood donor
Defessus:weary
thank you anon. much appriciated
Usual lurker but thought you might like to know:
suaviter in modo, fortiter in re: Gentle in manner, resolute in execution.
Ahhh, SS you are a sweetheart. I am sorry I missed you. (I had to leave for lunch - yummy grilled cheese [I'm a veggie too, but not vegan - I love my cheese wayyyyy too much.]
And L, who do think that person is that made that mean remark about SS?
Anonymous @ 7.21pm:
This is a beautiful song. Sing it loudly, for all to hear. One in particular has not heard it yet.
One other song: "Ever the Same", Rob Thomas.
J.
SS, why is your location weary? Are you okay? *sends hugs*
Anon at 7:21, that is really beautiful, thank you for posting.
hello all!
just popping in and popping back out again. not sure if i can make it later for the game but if i can i'll be there!!
i'm so glad SS popped in and new latin, always warms the heart!
bye for now.
SS - location weary doesn't warm the heart though. but i know how you feel.
hugs.
BC, why are you deleting your comments? Are you alright?
Hi Mayo,
I like the melody of your song 'Stay' but as the session was recorded on a phone camera I of course couldn't hear the words. Written with anyone in mind? Did you eve write it.
Enjoy everyone!
http://nillamora.buzznet.com/user/video/play/1941121/new-my-chems-song/?t=home|hero|mcrsnewsongstaytunedformore
Hello people, hugs to everyone.
Sorry for my long post earlier but I thought if Mayo is still doing the cryptic thing, I might join in too.
Anyway,two things in our British paper today on the music news pages.
First is an interview with babyshambles:
"When Kate was with Pete that was all everybody cared about, and our music suffered. Kate was detrimental to the band. It was all about the lead singer and his girlfriend, not about the band." And he reckons that since the pair split uo in July the group have gone from strength to strength.
Sound familiar? I only wish we could witness the same outcome.
Also in same paper: My Chemical Romance were desperate to meet Amy Winehouse. Frontman Gerard Way told us: "We're excited she's here. We were due to perform with her in the states recently but she didn't show up".
He just can't seem to stay away from drunk women can he?
BC has arrived. Thank you for the concern anima, but I'm okay. Why assume that something is wrong when I delete my comments? I tend to do that alot, but thank you for the concern. It is much appreciated ^_^
Remember that whole Maine cancellation fiasco?
Well, it appears that MCR might be involving themselves in a lawsuit...
Hey Last Anon,
Went and listened to the new song.
Sounds a lot like a U2 melody.
Couldn't catch the words, though. Anybody know them?
J.
Hi BC, glad to hear you are okay. :) I get worried very easily.
What is this about a lawsuit? Do you have link to something?
www.mainecampus.com
Thank you anima *hugs*
Check out the link that anonymous posted. The university knows about the Jersey show, and I supposed that is why they are considering filing a lawsuit. They are also planning on suing for breach of contract.
Deleting your comments is a little odd, BC. You embarrassed about something?
Wow a lawsuit?
This is going to be bloody
poor Bob takes the fall.
Reprise should just pay and be done with it. Maine spent a lot of money preparing for this show. I just think it is the right thing to do. $20,000 is pennies to this label.
I agree anima. It was not right for the fans who paid money to see the band, only to see that the show got canceled.
Anonymous, no. I tend to erase my comments when I feel that they are not revelent to any discussion.
Another dying spark that burned too fast too soon
You're not as good as your mom but you're as good as dead
You're as good as dead, New Jersey ain't the whole world
When you are signing a contract, you have to fulfill an obligation that the contract requires you to do. If you do not, you are risking yourself to be involved in a lawsuit and of breach of contract.
Yes, thats true but one thing you should know about labels is that they are greedy bastards.
Even if 20K is pennies to a Reprise, they will just end up fighting the battle because face it, UMaine lawyers wont be able to handle Repise lawyers.
Its stupid to sue them in the first place for Bob's broken wrist, but they should just pay up.
Now you're changing it from "I delete my comments cause of grammer mistakes" to "I delete my comments cause it's not revelent to any discussion."
You are a very untrusting person.
Gel, you nailed that on the head. Big labels are very self-serving and greety.
Anon at 8:19, what are you talking about?
It is stupid indeed gel, but if the band or the record label does not want to attract any negative attention from the media, they can decide to settle the lawsuit out of court.
Anonymous, why do you care whether I delete my comments or not? Do not worry about what I do.
BC, you don't have to explain yourself to an anon. It's none of his/her business why you do anything.
BTW, Hi everybody!
How are we all tonight/today?
Thank you star. How are you?
Hi star! I'm good, how are you?
I'm doing well, thanks, BC.
You?
That's good. I'm doing okay so far ^_^
Good, Miss T. Trying to get used to colder weather. It's crazy windy too.
*I know everybody just needed to hear my weather report!*
How are you doing Miss T?
I'm doing good Star.
The fireworks have already started here. We'll have this till after new year now.
Oops, anon. I erased another comment. ^_^
BC, you naughty naughty girl.
Star, sometimes these anons are much too serious. I am much in the mood to lighten things up a bit ^_^
T,
I love Guy Fawkes night, but I agree they go a little overboard. There are fireworks in Gloucestershire tonight too. They should really keep it to November 5th, that's the day we have to remember!
Oh wait, I meant to say Miss T. Sorry about that :D
I am too, BC!
Anon at 8.19:
WTF?
Hi Star and everyone else!
J.
Yeah T, they start before Halloween and don't finish till after new years. Every night *pop, bang flash*. It does your head in after a while.
Sorry, that was addressed to anon, I am t. God I'm tired. Too much pizza and central heating is making my eyes close zzzzzzzz
Hi J!
How are you feeling?!
The anon @ 8:19? I didn't get it.
Miss T, I never ever knew it was every night! Wow, I can imagine that grinds on you after a while.
Hi OP, how are you both tonight?
Hey guys.
How is everyone over here?
Yes Star, every year it's the same. I don't know where they get their money from cos those big one's aren't cheap.
Hey DG! How are you?
The anon @ 8:19 scares me.
Good thanks Star, how are you?
Hey DG! Sniff, do you smell poo?
Well....not really ^_^
Hi again DG, how are you?
Did you put a gas mask on DG? :D
Ha ha,miss t yeah!
No fireworks round my way....wonder why????
Hi Star.
Story of my life.
Got a ;augh for you guys; Miss T's comment made me think of it.
On Frankyween, L and I had a friend over for dinner. Afrerwards, we came into the living room to watch "Young Frankenstein". L got up to turn off a light, then stopped with her hand on the switch and said, "Ir's not on, is it?" We laughed about that for hours. :)
J.
BC, yeah, I thought it was creepy.
The owner of the blog has the option to trace ip addresses, right?
Hey J, glad I inspired you.
DG, maybe the gas coming from your yard makes anything with a naked flame a bad idea round your way ha!
Hey Miss T, DG, how goes it?
Miss T, the big ones never are.
J.
Bleeding Chaos said...
The anon @ 8:19 scares me.
November 2, 2007 8:57 PM
Agreed. Anon at 8:19 can bugger off elsewhere methinks.
-Amyranth has no patience for idiots.
SS has made me feel somewhat level again. I was way off my kilter yesterday and this morning. My apologies for everyone having to endure that.
Mylalyas:
If you're lurking, please know that I'm thinking about you. I hope everything is okay. I think last night may have been a reminder of your friend. I may be wrong, but with a clear mind and after lots of thought, that's what I've concluded. Know that you did everything possible for her. Some things, though they suck big time, just have to happen. It's a shame though. It was a shame for her to have to deal with what she had to deal with, and a shame for you having to endure it and be her backbone. I think Mayo's posts culminated into a volcano of emotion you possibly hadn't dealt with yet. If I'm completely out of line, tell me and I'll erase this message. I just want you to know I'm thinking about you, and I'm worried.
Great thanks J!
How are you and L tonight?
So, are we all feeling a little more brighter after yesterdays fugginess?
Apart from DG who has a yard full of shit ha!
Hey Mustard!
Not caught up with you for ages. Been a bit worried about you the last few days, you ok?
Kickball will be starting a bit later, once Sdock10 and Princess Co-Captain S&V20 get home from work.
Can I sneak a pre-game cupcake?
Yes, let's have some fun! It's Friday, and we have enough melancholy-'n'-angst in here lately to last for weeks. So here's this week's million-dollar question:
If you were stranded on a desert island, what three things would you bring?
Thanks for asking DG. I've been worried about all of you as well. I guess it's just one of those times where things aren't as bright as they could be. I'm okay. I'm just trying to figure out a lot of stuff and it's bumming me out. Some things just aren't making sense.
Miss T, you sure are funny XD
I think they is another cryptic anonymous comment on the previous blog if you guys want to check it out. I seen it earlier.
We have no patience for threathening, idiotic anonymous comments. That includes the anon who continues to annoy me about me deleting my comments. Take a breather dude. Jeez.
Definitely a sharpie to write SOS on my neck!
We are dandy, DG, even though L has been up to her ankles in rabbit shit today (she has 2 bunnies, I have 2 cats). Really, though, she's been cleaning their cages. Icky.
Hate to cut and run so soon after you got here, but it's coming up on dinnertime, and we are hungry. Look for us later, though.
Mayo, be warned: L will be on tonight. Best put your big boy panties on for this one!
Later, dahlinks!
J.
Good question sis m.
I can't remember who said it, some celebrity or other. When asked what two books would you take to a desert island they said "the first book would be an inflatable one and the second book would be titled 'how to make oars from sand'".
Hey everyone.
I'm way too exhausted to analyze this poem. Tired of cryptic messages, and poems and whatnot. Is it so difficult to be blunt once in a while?
For now I only care about the "PS". It's good to hear that you are actually listening to what we have to say instead of doing this just for the hell of it. However, we don't appear to be impacting you in any way. We've been doing this for two months now, and you've only gone down hill. I don't know what to do or how to help you. All I can do now is sit back and watch you go to shit and it makes me sad as hell.
Mustard brought up a very good point. This fascination with lights he seems to have. What is the significance?
If you were stranded on a desert island, what three things would you bring?
1. A fully charged, solar panel operated 64 GB iPod
2. Suntan lotion
I'll say it just to lighten the mood up here:
3. Conch shells
Hello again Sister M. If I could bring three things on an island, I would definitely bring my Ipod. I cannot live without music. My rock magazines, and what else? Maybe my guitar.
Oh J,
please don't mention being up to your ankles in shit!
Ok miss t.....go for it!
Sister Midnite!
I couldn't leave without answering the Question of the Day.
My three things:
Frank.
Case of Tab.
A book in case Frank needs to rest.
J.
If you were stranded on a desert island, what three things would you bring?
A blanket, a fridge and a source of electricity.
-Amyranth is hallucinating again
CTV, you mentioning a fascination with lights struck a nerve on me. There is this book I have, and there is a passage that is mentioned where it explained that the darkness is possibly jealous of the light because the light represents all that is good and pure, whereas, the darkness may possibly yearn for it, so it tries to do whatever it can to reach that light because it wants to fill the hollowness it has in deep itside it self.
Am I making sense here?
I'd bring my laptop, my mum and my sis.
Of course the laptop would have to have been solar power modified etc, you get the idea. I'll shut up now.
Ok, three things:
i-pod
endless supply of cigs
eight hour cream
I must intrude, deserted island questions amuse me.
1. A fully equipped cruise ship chock full of people I like.
2. Music, lots of music.
3. A pail for the sand I would be playing in.
That is, if I could take any three things with me. The question never made much sense to me.
Hello there AIP. How are you?
I must also bring a laptop. No one can live without one ^_^
I've got a luverly bunch of coconuts!!!!!!
Sorry, got inspired by the desert island talk.
Can you picture me in me grass skirt and coconut bra. Ha you big boobed girlies couldn't wear one of those. I suppose you could try hollowing out a water melon or something.
The battle of good versus evil.
The light versus the dark.
Star Wars
Darth Vader vs. Hans Solo
Dark is death.
Light is life.
It's only natural for a person in the dark to strive for the light. We have to have it to survive. If we were left in a dark room, completely ignored, only given basic necessities, we'd shrivel up and become a recluse, mentally and physically. We'd die. We need light. We yearn for it. We reach for it. But, it's always so far away.
Hey guys;
What is new in the land of blog?
*hug*
Very very true Mustard. I think this may be why Mayo possibly feels the way he is feeling right now. Light represents safety, comfort, happiness. That's what I think.
Hello again paperheart *hugs*
Quite fine, Bleeding Chaos, yourself?
That seems to make a lot of sense, BC.
So are you suggesting that perhaps darkness symbolizes Mayo and he is envious of the light? Who do you think the light symbolizes? There are so many to choose from. His brother? Frank? Maybe even Kat?
Do you think we've possibly discovered something of significance?
Hello again to you as well BC! ^_^
Awwwwwwww, *puts on sad face*
Is no-one gonna join me in my grass skirt and coconut bra?
:O I will Miss T! =]
Although, I don't think that I have enough to fill the coconut bra... *blushes*
Who do you think the light symbolizes?
Fearlessness
Breath
Inner peace
Happiness
No sense of pressure
Sensitivity (lack of numbness)
Feeling like you can get out of bed in the morning and can look in the mirror and not despise what you see looking back.
It's up to Mayo to decide what his "light" is.
I am doing pretty well AIP. Thank you for asking. Miss T, I think my boobs are slightly bigger than the coconuts ^_^
I think maybe Mayo is craving to reach for the light, or to have it again CTV. The question you just asked though, I don't think we will ever have an answer to that. The light can represent anything a person wants it to symbolize, or to symbolize safety and comfort.
I think possibly we discovered something significant, but the meaning itself is entirely up to Mayo. We could be wrong.
Big squeezy hugs to paperheart ^_^
Yay, me and paperheart with coconuts and BC with melons.
paperheart, I can always donate half of the fat from my boobs XD
Maybe that will help me get flatter
DG!
You and I have the same first two items:
My Ipod
endless supply of cigs
coffee
^_^ Biiigest hug to Bleeding Chaos! =]
Miss T, I will join you in the skirt and coconut bra as well ^_^
Ooh that sounds good Bleeding Chaos!
&then it'll just be Miss T with the coconuts!
"Yay, me and paperheart with coconuts and BC with melons."
Not me, nope…I’d never behave in such a way. I would however wholeheartedly cheer you all on. I also do security detail for a fee. Pineapple is nice.
If I heard correctly, SS was here earlier? =]
That makes me smile.
Just a thought, don't know if anyone's mentioned it.
The title of this blog "It was the moment when he had the light that it worked".
Is that saying that things only work when he is in glare of the spotlight onstage. That it is everything away from the stage that is shit. Only on stage does he get things right?
That could be it Miss T
Only on stage does he get things right?
I think you got the meaning of it correct, but I don't see how it makes sense? He messes up on stage numerous times. Remember the shout outs? The whole thing with Frank? The vomiting that he threw on the fans?
Makes me think.
Thanks AIP, you could protct us from the natives while me BC and paperheart shake our little (or in the case of BC, big) coconuts.
Ah, Star....great minds!
Taken from Rolling Stone in an interview with Gerard on the state of the music industry:
As a former drug abuser, how do you gauge the mantra, "sex, drugs and rock & roll"?
It's a dinosaur in itself. If we, as musicians, could evolve past that, maybe we could make something worthwhile. That's not just me speaking as somebody who got clean and sober — that has nothing to do with it. When I was abusing drugs, the allure of self-destruction kept me in it. There's something very romantic about self-destruction and sabotaging your life, and taking a hammer to it. Honestly, it's bullshit. That doesn't mean we can't be crazy and expressive and amazing or that we have to behave, because we're all artists and we're all nuts in some way, but you can treat people with respect and yourself with respect.
Are you optimistic about the future?
Completely. I always have faith in the world. When I was fifteen, I got held up with a .357 Magnum, had a gun pointed to my head and put on the floor, execution-style. No matter how ugly the world gets or how stupid it shows me it is, I always have faith. The events after 9-11, the moments of tragedy when people show their colors and pull together, have renewed my faith.
Just a thought, don't know if anyone's mentioned it.
The title of this blog "It was the moment when he had the light that it worked".
Is that saying that things only work when he is in glare of the spotlight onstage. That it is everything away from the stage that is shit. Only on stage does he get things right?
Miss T. that could be it! You are a very smart cookie!! =]
So the meaning could be something else?
Hey hey Miss T, do not make fun of my rack! :D
Good points raised by MissT and CTV. Not sure what I think, but good points raised.
If that is the case Mustard, where is his faith now? I'd like to see it becoming renewed again
I wonder if his faith has been lost in us.
CTV said:
I think you got the meaning of it correct, but I don't see how it makes sense? He messes up on stage numerous times. Remember the shout outs? The whole thing with Frank? The vomiting that he threw on the fans?
Makes me think.
What if in his current state of mind, he see's that as putting on a good show and he thinks everything is hunky dory show wise.
Remember, this is a confused person we are talking about.
Bc and her rack;
watch out BC, don't shake em that hard, you almost had me eye out.
That's true Miss T.
Yes, MissT, I agree. But, if Mayo is Gerard and he feels this way, he knows how we feel because we haven't hidden it on here. He knows that we don't appreciate him using the stage as a billboard. He knows, but yet it hasn't stopped him yet.
Ha ha Miss T. Yes, they made be big, but its not like I'm wearing a size Z (yes, that size actually exists!) :D
There is something about light but also fire too!
Light: scrutiny, realisation, truth, purity, beauty, comforting, hopeful
Fire, Burning, Ashes: punishment, penance,absolution of sin, re-birth
I put this in my comment to mayo earlier; was just thinking what those words conjuered up.
Mustard, sometimes I can understand why he may not listen. When people tell me not to do something, a part of me does not listen to them and I do it anyways. I can understand that impulse.
That makes me very sad, Miss T.
I am reading the comments and I would like to reply but my head is in a jumble.
After it is sorted out, I shall reply.
Yes mustard, he knows how we feel, but he won't stop while ever he feels it is putting on a good show.
CTV, I hope it wasn't the grass skirt and coconut image that made you sad ha!
I'm aware that right now Gerard might be a little touched in the head, but I think some 'fans' are to blame as well. I'm not talking about us. I mean the ones who cheer when Gerard stuffs his hands down his pants, or the ones who cheered when Gerard threw vomit in their faces.
Thousands of kids cheering you on when you do immature shit like that can really have an affect on you. Almost making it seem like it's okay.
No, love. Sorry. I was a little late when I replied haha. I was talking about this that made me upset:
What if in his current state of mind, he see's that as putting on a good show and he thinks everything is hunky dory show wise.
Remember, this is a confused person we are talking about.
I agree CTV.
I agree CTV, those fucking screaming teenies are condoning his actions making him think that's what they want to see.
Can't we round up the screaming teenies and ship them off to this desert island ha!
Well, I have to get going now. Much love to you all.
Take care.
"Can't we round up the screaming teenies and ship them off to this desert island ha!"
*will personally provide ship*
See ya CTV. Nice talking to you.
Take care CTV. Miss T, I'm with you there. We should concoct a plan to ship them off.
or better still AIP, sabotage the engine and just set them adrift, in shark infested water ha!
MissT said:
Yes mustard, he knows how we feel, but he won't stop while ever he feels it is putting on a good show.
CTV said:
I'm not talking about us. I mean the ones who cheer when Gerard stuffs his hands down his pants{...} Thousands of kids cheering you on when you do immature shit like that can really have an affect on you. Almost making it seem like it's okay.
And it's a shame he doesn't know that it's a complete fucking mockary of everything they've worked so hard to achieve. It's distasteful and it's an embarassment. It's pitiful. And it's not okay. He needs to know that. How do we go about that?
I'm aware that right now Gerard might be a little touched in the head, but I think some 'fans' are to blame as well. I'm not talking about us. I mean the ones who cheer when Gerard stuffs his hands down his pants, or the ones who cheered when Gerard threw vomit in their faces.
Thousands of kids cheering you on when you do immature shit like that can really have an affect on you. Almost making it seem like it's okay.
Whenever Gerard did those types of things, I didn't find it cute and it didn't make me love him. I found it immature and stupid.
Half the time, I think he would grab himself for the attention. He probably thought that the fans would enjoy getting Gerard Way's puke thrown on them. It's not that enjoyable really.
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