The brick and mortar embellishment
conceals despair.
I buried it in the backyard,
along with that old rag of a dog,
that I loved and held to my heart.
Passed on and by too fast for
my eyes and hands to grab tight.
And I wonder now, if I had held
just a bit tighter, would I have
a handful of fur rather than dirt
and hurt?
p.s. been body snatching...Mayo is Keyser Söze.
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 2848 Newer› Newest»Anon, I haven't had enough coffee yet.
Hi Anima..
I hate grocery shopping if only someone who come home and put the damn stuff away for me. It's bad enough buying the crap.
Hi Elena, I couldn't agree more.
That buzznet thing makes my eyes bleed.
I haven't even thought about Thanksgiving yet. Don't want to. Just not in in the holiday mood!
Hi everybody (hi DR Nick) and I do me everybody when I say hi How are my fellow bloggers. Hey we could be the Fellowship of the blogger. Yes that was stupid but I'm in somewhat of a good mood.
Goddamn, I haven't even
Walked in yet and
Guess what?
I HAVE TO PEE
LIKE A RACEHORSE!
Looky here, I'm all alone.
*goes to get another cup of coffee and a cigarette. It is already passed noon - I slept in late today :)
OH! I am not alone. Goodie.
Hi MJ!
Anon, go Pee! Hurry!
Hello Martha
ANON - Go ahead and pee we'll wait.
Hello anima
Hello elena
Anonymous said...
"News says it,s
Rainin' in
New York...."
P.S. Not snatching
Anybody...
Kapunua is Turandot.
Hello Anonymous.
I understand.
I suspect you will be able to answer my question.
What is born each night and dies each dawn?
Elena, I am not looking forward to thanksgiving. I am kind of a holiday pooper.
MJ, the "Fellowship of the Blogger," I like it!
Okay, now I am really going to go smoke. BRB.
hope
Martha, how is your holiday spirit?
Ah, this is fun.
What flickers red and warm like a flame, but is not fire?
Elena I have no Holiday spirit. Its just not the same anymore. I guess thats what happens when you grow up. But how is your Holiday spirit?
blood
Anon, you must have been commenting from your phone. Now I understand the puncuation issues you had. Did you just arrive home?
And why a reference to an Opera?
-Anima is starting to wake up.
My holiday spirt sucks. I tried listening to some Christmas music. That was a big mistake. Don't know what is wrong but I'm just not feeling it.
Anon - Hope you made it to the bathroom
I don't know why the reference to an Opera. But I was having fun.
Mayo, did you like the Tool lyrics I left you on the last blog? I hope you are a Tool fan :)
What about the picture of New York? It's one of my favorite diptychs.
Hello everybody! How are you?
Lol Calaf...
Hope
Blood and...
Hey, I am the one
Asking questions around
Here. ;)
Kapunua is turandot
What is like ice, but burns like fire?
Hello miss t and anon asking question .
Hello MissT - How are you today?
Anonymous said...
Lol Calaf...
Hope
Blood and...
Hey, I am the one
Asking questions around
Here. ;)
Kapunua is turandot
I'm sorry anonymous. I couldn't resist!
Not sure either MJ. Good answers by the way.
Elena, I have been trying to convince my family that we should an adopt-a-family for christmas rather than give gifts to each other. I hate giving to my neices and nephews that have way too fucking much. I love them to pieces but geez they are spoiled. I'd rather give to someone that needs it. That's why holidays are not really fun for me. Maybe I will just adopt a family on my own and tell my family that I gave in their name.
Hi Miss T!
Hello MJ and Elena, I'm good. How about you two?
Well, okay. I thought about it, I slept on it, I thought about it some more.....and I just have one thing to say.
I don't know any more today, than I did yesterday.
I do agree with Kapunua though, something about these last couple of posts sounds different. Familiar, but different.
It is sad, though. Losing and letting go of anything. A human friend, a four-legged friend, time, health, patience, compassion, control, a voice, anything. Whatever it is that matters to you.
I could say alot more but I don't want to, not right now.
Bodysnatching, eh?
Hmmmmmm, guess a pulse wouldn't have anything to do with it. Nah.
XOXO,
Princess
P.S. - Just where the hell did my Lloyd Dobbler go? I can't seem to find him anywhere.
Hi Anima, how are you?
We don't have thanksgiving. Isn't it strange to have another xmas like holiday so close to xams?
Anon I'm going to go with Kapu
Anon, why is Kapunua turandot?
ABRIDGED PLOT, IF YOU ONLY HAVE 5 MINUTES TO READ.
(Argumento reducido si sólo disponés de 5 minutos para leer)
Puccini's last opera was left unfinished at his death, and what he had intended to be a final, transcendent love duet was completed by a younger colleague, Franco Alfano. In Peking's Imperial Palace, the fatally beautiful Princess Turandot receives unlucky suitors from far and wide, who must answer three riddles to win her hand—or die. Calaf, son of the exiled King Timur of Tartary, is struck with Turandot's beauty, and ignoring protests from his father and Liù, the servant girl who loves him, he matches wits with the princess. Although he guesses the three riddles, Calaf offers his life to Turandot if she can discover his secret name. Searching the city in vain, the princess finally tortures faithful Liù, driving her to suicide. Faced with Liù's sacrifice and Calaf's stern devotion, Turandot crumbles, and weeping in Calaf's arms, she declares that his secret name is Love.
Source: Infoplease Website
hi everyone :) how´s it going ?
Shit my computer is acting up be back in a few. Hi to all who have returned by the way
Hi Pixie, how are you today?
anima - I love you idea of adopting a needy family for Christmas. I have my daughters buy gifts for people off Angel Trees. It is sickening how many people have so much when there are so many who have nothing. We live in such a fucked up world. The holidays with the BUY BUY BUY spirit just make it so much more obvious.
Anon - I really hope there isn't gonna be a test on this material cause if so I'm gonna fail.
Thank you Anon. I didn't know the plot. I guess I could have looked it up. Maybe I am not waking up as much as I thought.
I´m okay miss t and you? :)
Well that's just sad.
Hello Pixie...
How are you today?
I'm good pixie. I hope you are feeling a little better today.
jep miss t a lil bit... actually now I feel better then in the afternoon ^^ thanks :)
oh I´m okay elena, hor are you?
Bye MJ. Hi Pixie!
Elena, I have a lot of issues with Christmas [today's version of it]. I could go on and on about it. Maybe I should write a blog. Yes, that is what I will do. That is really awesome that you have your kids buy something from the Angel Trees. I heard of a family that had this rule. For every toy the kids wanted for christmas they had to take another toy from their current collection and give it away to charity. I like that idea.
Mayo,
You’ve gone all cryptic again!
This is heartbreaking, you want them back don’t you…..those people you have cast aside and sacrificed along the way.
Have you built something to hide behind?
Always hold tight, when you fall fur is a softer landing than dirt.
I didn't answer your previous blog properly, Mayo.
This is me:
I am a daughter, sister, friend and health professional.
I have a lot of love to give but am too afraid.I still believe in love.
I am the giver of advice but never the heeder.
I hide behind masks and labels; too afraid that the reality will be disappointing.
I love shoes; the only thing that makes me feel sexy.
I am stubborn, I have to have the last word and I cannot say sorry. I am always right, even when I’m wrong!
I am honest; I wear my heart on my sleeve. I am too trusting, naïve and gullible.
I care deeply and feel deeply; sometimes my job tears me apart.
I am the worlds biggest procrastinator.
I am a joker; another mask.
I have never fitted in.
I am afraid I won’t cope when I lose him. I am afraid of becoming him.
I secretly still believe my life would be better if I was thinner even though I know this is wrong.
I am not a secret keeper nor traitor.
I am a people pleaser; always trying to be liked by everyone and terrified that no-one does. I am over-sensitive and probably at times needy. I care too much what other people think of me.
Fuck that shit! No more. It’s exhausting.
Mayo,
I will still come here for you, those who I have discovered over the last few days really are friends and for me.
I’ve learnt a lot, Mayo; it seems you have helped with another ‘piece’. Thank you.
Hi everyone! You all okay?
DG, that was lovely. Thank you for sharing. I can relate to a lot of that. :)
Pixie - I'm trying to find some holiday spirit but so far nothing.
Hi DG, I'm good. How about you?
Hi DG - Glad you're here
Alright computer is working now I have returned. (Return of the Blogger) Stupid once again but its Sunday. Hello to all (yes to all meaning everyone I'm not leaving anyone out of this hello).
Thanks Anima,Elena!
It means alot.
I'm good MissT, I apolgise again for the ice-cream. it has left a rather unsightly stain.
Ha DG! Your licking abilities are not up to scatch then.
Miss t I have some e vodka (lays it down on a table) will this be enough Holiday spirit for you?
Hello again MJ. I hope you are planning on sticking around this time ha!
hi dg how are you?
oh elena, why not? ok well nowadays it´s not so easy to find the holidayspirit.... ^^
Good morning/evening everyone.
How are you?
Hi MJ!
Thanks MJ, Do you wanna share the vodka or are you gonna let me get pissed on my own?
As long as the computer will let me.
Hey BC, how's the flu?
Hi BC, how are you? Still snotty?
hi bc, how are you? how´s the flu?
DG,
Shoes are the best. Whenever I am sad, shoes are the answer. I buy shoes and then create an outfit around the shoes.
A great pair of shoes can make anyone feel better. ^_^
You and I have a lot in common, but I might have you beat on the procrastination bit. I HATE DOING SHIT THAT I KNOW I NEED TO BE DOING!!!! I actually choke on the words 'I'm sorry'.
I am working on that stuff though.
I'm trying, really, really hard.
hello everyone!
hi mayo.
not been around for a while thought i'd pop in and see how you guys are all doing??
huh did someone mentioned vodka? what kind of vodka? good finnish one? and never forget, it´s much better as the swedish vodka ;)
Miss t can you tell I'm already Pissed. All those stupid Lord of the rings puns. And why would I have a bottle of e vodka with me. (falls down over herself and is now laying face down on the floor.) Merry Fucking Christmas
hi faraway, how are you?
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening all.
We are collecting christmas boxes at school, grab a shoe box, fill it with any items, socks, soap, anything and it is sent to any child around the globe that needs it.
We also have World Vision catalogues at home where you can buy things like a goat for a family in a 3rd world country so that they can self provide. Great to give as a gift for someone who has everything.
They get a letter to explain where their gift has gone.
Hi there DG, MJ, Miss T, pixie, and everyone else.
DG, the flu is getting much better. Thanks for asking. How are you? Miss T, I still have some congestion, but I feel better, but in a couple of days I need to get everything cleaned up for Thanksgiving. Pixie, how are you doing today?
Hey i..ts pcI mean bc and far far far you know who you are and my fairy friend how are you guys. I think I had too much e vodka. (has gotten up for the moment to great her friends FASC, BC and Pixie but immediate falls back down on her face.)
Oh shit I forgot DG HI dg.
well I´m doing okay bc, I try to think positive ;)
Hello gs, she say as she pulls out another bottle. she sits up and smiles as she hugs the bottle of e vodka.
Miss T - apologies for my lack of reply to your post on my blog. I very rarely check there. Sorry.
OK, I'm baaaaaaaaaack!
What have I missed?
Kapunua is putting on an opera?
I thought she was on a date.
Damn, that is a girl of many talents.
Hi faraway and GS, how are you?
Pixie, finnish vodka it is then.
MJ, you be careful where you are swinging that bottle.
I'm trying to compile one of those lists. Let's see........
Hello BC, GS, FA, S&V.
It looks like I'm speaking in code.
Sdock,
When you show up, I've got a surprise for you. I found something in a drawer today that we haven't seen in a long, long day.
7 o'clock
misled
long time comin'
there she goes again
Remember anything?
any of that 'a bit of what you fancy'?
Funny thing is, it is sooooo vintage, I can't even hear it.
:(
Hello Martha :)
Are you feeling rather merry?
If anyone wants to know it's snowing in bonny Bedford.
GS is happy :)Snow is GOOD!
hi guys.
you wasted martha?!
GS i do the xmas box thing every year.
i'm drinking a beer. gotta unwind, sunday evening, my kids have officially got on my fucking tits today!! man! at one point i had to leave the room and go upstairs and take deep breaths! jesus! it took 2 hrs to get through their homework. i didn't understand my 5 yr olds! honestly wtf is that all about!!
hi sdock :)
jep that´s it miss t, to be exact: finlandia ;)
Hello Elena and Miss T :)
SD10 My roommate, would you like some e vodka. Falls over herself again as she tries to get up. you know what guys I think I might be drunk.
Hi there Elena. Maybe for Thanksgiving I can get drunk like I did last year ^_^
Hi FASC,
I work with 5yr olds so if you need any help.....?
S&V20, you are so right.
Pick the shoe and let the outfit follow. A girl after my own heart.
The healing power of the shoe is under-estimated!
I hate that when I finally do the thing I'm avoiding I feel the joy of relief, yet I repeat the whole scenario again and again and develop deep resentment towards what I've got to do in the process. Ahhhhhh!
Good for you pixie. Try to think positive :)
Hi there sd10, faraway. How are you guys doing?
I see that Martha is a bit tipsy today he he I'm doing okay, not fully recovered from the flu though but I'm getting better.
GS, we have snow forecasted for tonight. At the minute it is still raining. It hasn't stopped since this time last night.
No fair Martha...
If you would share I could slip something into my coffee...
I'm good thanks,BC
Hi GS!
Walks over to S&V20 is dazzled by her tiara. Wow pretty lights.
Hi DG,
Did you have a good weekend?
Miss T,
The snow has turned to rain.
Arseholes :(
Walks oer to Elena and hands here a bottle. Gives her a thumbs up.
i'm good BC.
GS its ok i got there in the end!!! do you teach yr 1 or reception?
Good to hear DG.Miss T, how are you my English chum?:)
Hi everybody! How are you people?
Princess Smoke,
You have been rummaging through our old cassettes...awwhh.
The London Quireboys
Sexy Shitty Ass Rock Dudes in Sexy Shitty Ass Rock Bands YUMMMMY!
Must find that on cd!
MJ,
I would love some e-vodka. Is it too early to start drinking?
Hello All!
Hello MAYO!
Did you MISS ME?
I'm good BC. I hope you get rid of your flu soon. You must have used a truckload of snotrags9 lovely name for tissues).
DG, I don't do shoes but I have a good collection of trainers.
I just have one question....
I am faithful Liu?
Is Kapunua going to kill me?
awwwwhhh
FASC,
Only a lowly T.A I'm afraid ( although I do teach, part of our 20 NEW undertakings )
And I'm in year 1.
Ok people, here I am:
I am friendly, I get along with everyone but I am naive and too trusting.
People often feel protective over me but I feel awkward doing the loving huggy thing with others.
I have intimacy issues. Not with friends and family but with others.Ok, I lie, with friends and family too. How can I tell people how I feel when I'm not so sure myself.
I have never been in love, not sure what love is. I can't imagine anyone wanting me.
I have always felt the ugliest and fattest in any group of people. When people compliment me, I don't believe they mean it.
I feel I am dull and boring and have nothing interesting to say. I am never the leader of any group.
I hide behind jokes. most people wouldn't believe I am still taking medication for depression.
The things I really enjoy are all solitary persuits: Reading, learning etc.
I totally love Egypt and would have loved to have persued a career in this area, too late now I guess. It will have to stay as a hobby. I feel like I bore people with this hobby. At least my sister shares my passion.
I would be lost without my sister and mum. Since dad died, we cling to each other. I can't imagine leaving home, I can't imagine leaving mum alone.
I've had to deal with so much death these last five years, I feel that if I lose anyone else, I shall lose myself. Seriously, I'll have killed myself or ended up in the loony bin. Sometimes the thought of being a total loon really appeals to me.
I have no idea what I want to accomplish in life. This is so depressing. I have no direction, I feel I am drowning in nothingness.
I enjoy being here and talking with you people. I have probably told you more than I have to real face to face people.
Well sd10 its 12:20 where I am so no it s not to early. as she take out another bottle and pours a bag of skittles in to it.
Hey Siobhan!
Had a lovely weekend, thanks GS!
MissT, any footwear collection is to be admired!
Hi there sd10 how are you?
Miss T, that is quite a lovely name to use for snot rags lol
I hope my flu will be goon soon as well because Thanksgiving is on Thursday and I need to get a few things ready and I don't want to pass it to my family. I may be planning on drinking who knows? Although I prefer a Skyy Vodka because the wine they bring tastes like shit. Blah.
Ah I can't wait for Thursday. I enjoy family gatherings.
Hi Siobhan,
Hi sdock10,
Hi S&V20.
SDock,
Guy Griffin from the Quireboys lives in Bedford. They played in town last month.
And its SNOWING again.
And it's SETTLING!!!!!!!!!
It's only 3:25pm here. Preferrably, I wait until after sunset to start drinking, but what the fuck....
Hand me the bottle...
Hello Siobhan I'm e wasted how about you.
Hey BC,
I'm good. How are you today?
GS,
Are you serious? You live in a town where actual shitty ass rock dudes live?
Can I come inhale?
Hands a bottle to sd10
Martha thank you very much. My coffe is so much better now.
Hello Siobhan
miss T we're here for you honey!!!
GS theres nothing lowly about being a TA!! my daughter is in yr 1she's young for the year and very very shy, bless her!
no snow here sadly it doesn't often snow here though.
Has anyone seen the loveliest unicorn in all of BlogBelieve?
Pretty Purple Unicorn.....where are youuuuuuu?
It's testing me again.
Testing my faith.
MissT, thanks.....seems somehow wrong to say that was lovely, but ....you know what I mean.
How about I come across the pennines one day soon; we can both try the face to face thing out and see how we like it!
SDock,
I live in a whole TOWN of shitty ass rock dudes.
This is a shitty ass rock TOWN!
You only have to breathe the air around here my friend.
Esquires 4eva!!!!!!
DG, that sounds great.
GS,
I shall book a flight when it's guaranteed to be summer.
Cool?
PPU,
I have not lost faith. I still believe. I close my eyes and see you frolicking around in the meadows.
So we are describing ourselves. You guys don't know how hard that is for me when people ask me to describe myself I must always ask my friends for help. Well here goes.
I'm a crybaby and lazy I would call my self average in intelligence but I have my moments. Both good and bad.
I have a temper but only with my family. I'm both good at looking at the bright side and the dark side.
I have trouble letting things go. I'm unsure of myself in all departments of my life.
I try to see the good in people, I try to make people feel better and I want everyone to like me. So I;m needed
Why is it that the people I really would like to be friends with and can relate to are strangers on the internet?
Why is it so hard to find friends? Friends you can trust and who don't take advantage of you and use the secrets you tell them against you when you are fighting?
Why do I always have the feeling that other people don't have problems and are stronger than me?
Why do I feel so ashamed of myself?
Why do I write this?
Why is it so hard to trust?
Everytime I hear people laugh I think they laugh about me.
...reaching out for human faith is like a journey I just don't have a map for...
We are going to get fucked up in Blogville tonight!
*guzzles down a swig of e-vodka*
I tried to take a nap, but I kept dreaming I was trying to get into heaven and they wouldn't let me in because I was friends with MarthaJones.
silly dreams
MJ, it's hard to compile a list isn't it.
Everyone else was doing it so I thought I'd better make the effort.
Thanks for sharing.
Siobhan,
Lucky for you, because Mayo is a mapmaker sometimes.....
I told him that I suck at map reading but....anyhoo. Maybe some of you guys in here can help me read my map because it's all fucked up.
I'm the faithful heart in here so I guess all I can tell you is hold my hand and let's jump this motherfucker together.
Sdock,
The Quireboys are playing Esquires on the 14th of December so you'll miss them!!!
Summer is cool.
I've just met up with RW, Star is hitting London in June, we've got room for 1 more!!
sorry for being quiet the last minutes and hi to everyone who showed up. I wrote something about me too, took me a lil bit... well english is still not my motherlanguage... anyway:
I´m a good friend, the black sheep of the family, my dad´s little girl, an only child, a stranger in my homecountry and in the country I live.
I hated school, not the learning, but the people. I never fitted in...
I always felt ugly...
I can´t describe my eyecolour, it´s a mix between green-blue-grey
I was the shy kid, but silent waters are deep, I changed a lot.
I´m a sagittarius: liberal, honest, open-minded and I hate unfairness...
a new haircut or new colour cheers me up
I love music and I love it to sing, 24/7, everywhere. Poor people around me, I sound awful...
my mother says I always try to be perfect and always underestimate myself
I love dogs and miss my dog
I´m a good listener, friends come to me with their problems
I can be really stubborn and if I want something, then I want it immediately...
I hate it to be in pictures. I look awful in it
But I love taking pictures, I have thousands of pictures
I draw a lot just for myself, my dad gave me that talent
I love reading, I have so many books and I´m a fast reader if the book is good
I like snow, I can deal better with cold and snowy weather as with heat.
I love christmas, maybe because I was born in December.
I believe in love, also love at first sight
I hate fightings, I try to be friendly to everyone. But I can get really angry if I want/have to.
I have a black humor, it depends on my mood, but I can be full of irony and sarcasm
I learned to take care of myself, I got more self-assurence
I live in a shared flat and my flatmate drives me crazy sometimes... well finnish men ^^
I´m suspicious, I wasn´t always like that, but bad experiences made me that way.
I hate the feeling of loosing my nearest people...
If I want to I can wear a mask so that no one can see my true feelings. But if I want to let them see my true feelings, I´m easy to read.
Thank you, sdock10! You put a smile on my face!
Siobhan said...
Why is it that the people I really would like to be friends with and can relate to are strangers on the Internet?
Why is it so hard to find friends? Friends you can trust and who don't take advantage of you and use the secrets you tell them against you when you are fighting?
Why do I always have the feeling that other people don't have problems and are stronger than me?
Why do I feel so ashamed of myself?
Why do I write this?
Why is it so hard to trust?
Everytime I hear people laugh I think they laugh about me.
...reaching out for human faith is like a journey I just don't have a map for...
November 18, 2007 8:35 PM
I feel the same way. Maybe we have an easier time with our friends here because we can see their face so we don't feel that they are judging us.
Sd10 as long as the virgin Mary doesn't show up you should be ok. One you are in heaven she can't kick you out.
I've got to go for about half an hour, see you in a bit.
Beautiful pixie.
Hey everyone, spooky alert!!!!!
Me and pixie have just discovered that we have exactly the same strange eye colour.
Thank you Miss t. the hardest part is finding something positive to say about yourself. The bad comes oh so easy.
sdock10
is a self loather.
loves everyone but herself.
always wants to believe in the goodness of people.
is a shitty friend sometimes.
is a fairly good listener but sometimes misses the point for trying to uncover something deeper.
is 5' tall.
has big tits.
has manic mood swings.
is lonely.
is scared of living her own life.
wears a size 5 shoe.
loves music to the point of needing it to survive.
has her own blog.
attempts to write poetry.
overanalyzes everything.
sometimes misses the forest and the trees because she is focused on the deer.
loves Georgia.
has the best sister in the world.
doesn't know if she is still in love with someone.
knows he is not in love with her but stays anyway.
works 8 to 5 monday -friday.
has a filthy gutter mouth.
is addicted to certain things.
has sweat palms.
is very loyal.
ok I'll stop now.
Hello hello siobhan how are you?
Sd10, I'm doing okay, still a bit sick though.
About me:
I try my best to get along with everyone, but sometimes it is difficult to keep patience with some of them when they don't catch up to what I am doing. At this point, I unleash my temper on them, although sometimes I don't mean to.
When I get angry, I would say things to hurt those I care about, but when I am at that point, I don't give a shit who I hurt. This aspect of me makes me ashamed sometimes. This is not the trait that I am most proud of.
I can be rather selfish, but there are surprising times where I can be unselfish and think of others, rather than thinking about myself.
I have good traits that a lot of people don't know about.
What I do hate is that sometimes, because of my tough exterior, there are some people who think that I will kick their ass or something because I am usually so independent, but honestly I haven't been in a fight since elementary school. Fighting doesn't solve anything unless your life is in danger.
I have never been in love before in my life.
I have strong interest in taking up tae kwon do and playing guitar, although sometimes I feel too lazy to practice the latter.
Sometimes I hate my family and sometimes I love them.
Me being an Aries, I don't like to express any weakness because some part of me feels that expressing emotions makes you appear weak.
I am not sure what I want to do with my life, although I am planning on going back to school to possibly major in business and criminal justice or law. I want to have my own business someday or be in an occupation where I can express my creativity.
I love going to the bookstore and going to the museums. So much to learn.
I watch too much HGTV but I love getting ideas from there. I also watch the news and read the newspaper to keep up with current events.
I don't like people who try to pretend to be someone they are not. Just be yourself and live up to your own expectations, not everyone else's.
One of my worst/best traits happens to be stubborness. Be aware of that. I am a stubborn motherfucker. Some of those unmarked graves got a taste of it firsthand ^_^
Many times I don't like to receive any help from others because I feel
as if I can handle situations by myself. I suppose that is not a great way of doing things most of the time.
oh so we are describing ourselves!!
oh shit do i even want to go there!
i'm insecure, shy (but loud, always bad)!i hate confrontation, i hate falling out with people, i worry about everything, i'm sensitive, emotional, i pretty much have no self worth, i can find so much fault with myself, i am funny and rude just to mask all my insecurities probably, i laugh so much but it isn't often for real, i'm always nice to people and have always had lots of friends because i am no threat to any of them, but i only have one true best friend and i love her so much. i live in my head, always have always will, its better that way. i love my kids, they are my reason for everything, but if they weren't here i would probably be off to find another way.
MJ said:
the hardest part is finding something positive to say about yourself. The bad comes oh so easy.
Too bloody true.
See you later GS.
Later GS. Miss t and Pixie this place is like that it has brought all these people together who have the oddest things in common.
You know what the best thing about E vokda is you don't have a hang over
Why are we describing ourselves?
Ok I'll just go with it..
I'm short(just over 5ft)
Until a year ago I was very heavy. I've lost over 100 lbs but when I look in the mirror (which I always try to avoid I still see the heavy me)even though those around me say I'm thin
I have a problem with food I see it as the enemy.
I have very long black hair with blond streaks in the front and right now I also have red tips.
I'm unsure of my place in life now that my daughters are growing up.
I love music
For the first time in my life I can buy clothes that I like because they fit but this fact upsets my daughters cause they think I don't look like their mom anymore.
I try always to put myself in other shoes before I judge them
I look younger then my age and always have
I have a weird sense of humor
I love to write
I hate prejudice of any kind I believe in live and let live
I'm a loner now because that was how it had to be growing up the only child of very very over protective parents
I still am trying to find ME but I'm not sure I ever will.
miss t, that´s definetely spooky *laugh*
Thanks MJ!
Siobhan, it's amazing what answers can be found here. It sometimes seems like this is the map.
Pixie: black humour, another girl after my own heart.
You know FASC I should just take your list and put my name on it. I'll have to take out the part about the kids but for the most part that is me.
Hi all...I'm back!
House is clean....don't you just hate to clean the bathroom, when i was married.... i think my husband thought elves came in the middle of the night and cleaned the toilet....do men ever clean a toilet...it think not!
Do any of you know a man who has cleaned a toilet...lets take a poll.
I'll take that bottle now Sdock!
that´s true mj I think we all have a lot in common and still we´re all different...
huh that sounds weird... ^^
No, I want to keep going.
sdock10
is a hopeless romantic.
never finished college.
hated school.
likes to doodle.
shows sign of having OCD, ADD, MPD, Bi-polar but never goest to the doctor.
is the shittiest driver in the world, but I have never caused an accident.
has blue eyes.
has hair down the middle of my back.
is no longer sure is she wants to have kids, but kids love her.
would love to be in a shitty ass rock band just for a day.
loves to watch tennis.
was an obsessive Toni Kukoc(Chicago Bulls) fan.
loves Croatian men.
once went to see Billy Ray Cyrus in concert.
feels connected with everyone she meets.
is a terribly sloppy dresser.
is an insomniac.
i always feel that there is something better out there than what i am living.
i envy everybody else becuase i feel crap about myslef down to the looks and the personality.
i hide behind jokes and laughter even tho sometimes i aint funny.
i have friends buti cant trust some of them. i long for a frined that i can completely trust with my life
i feel that i dont fit in with my family. my parents annoy me and i wish someday i will be able to get away from them just so that i dc have independance and also i may like them more
never had a bf or a date becuase i am not attractive. never been in love but i found out that guys can be dicks and use people.
i miss my dog.
i miss my home. evrything about it
i dont show anyone my true self becuase i feel people will think a am weird
i was bullied in school by the teachers and children i dont know why. (just a selct few bullied me not everyone)
i have a problem with talking to the opposite sex. i clam up.
i love working with children. i feel that i am teching them something and being a big part in the lives.
i love oasis
i cant think of anything more at the moment. this was hard for me to put down in words. eyes teared up but oh well
hello everyone. happy sunday to you all
MJ, I've never had a hangover anyway. Just lucky I guess.
Does anybody else feel like this has become a therapeutic support group?
Can I be the leader? I've never been the leader.
Can I look over the top of my glasses( I don't actuaaly need glasses ha!), put the tips of my fingers together, lean forward and say
"but how does that make you feel?" ha!
Or we could take it in turns:
Hello, my name is caroline and I am an pizzaoholic.
Sorry! I had a flashback to when i was married.....he would always miss and piss all over the place...most of the time he was drunk while doing it.
So what's going on.
Here you go, PJ
But you know e-vodka is stronger than real vodka, it is 777 proof.
hi fimble *hugs* thanks for sharing that with us :)
ahhh miss t that si such a great idea! :) at least we get closer again or?
hugs to you pixie. how are you
Hi there, BC! I can see a lot of me in your describtion.
Miss T, that is creepy indeed O_o
I also love writing as well
Reading books and also comic books
My Ipod of course
My Nintendo DS (I am a video game junkie)
I try my best not to judge others
I hate prejudice or any kind of discrimination
I don't like global warming
I am a dog person but I also love other animals, such as rabbits
I don't like cats. Sorry for all the cat lovers here.
I hate cigarettes
I absolutely love traveling and seeing new places.
Hopefully while I am in school, I want to work at a DV shelter
I don't like being told what to do
I consider myself to be a leader
Awwh we all need hugs!
Miss t is the leader of our therapy session.
Hello Pj
Mayo I hope you are here for this you to ss we miss you you to Mayo you don't spend enough time with us.
Wow, Elena! Thanks for sharing that. I admire your determination....I'm sure your daughters do too.
I have to believe we all find ourselves eventually!
Siobhan, how are you? Ah, we must be long lost relatives then ^_^
thanks for all your descriptions of yourselves guys.
martha it sucks being us doesn't it! its weird cos i actually imagine you to be just like martha jones!
we all have similar things going on for us which is weird isn't it but kind of makes sense too.
miss T you can be leader!!
i'm happy to be back with you guys i kinda needed a break these last few days but this is all good!
pass me the fucking bottle!
Hugs indeed sd10 *HUGS*
I feel great just admitting things about myself. Ahhhh
I´m okay fimble better as I was yesterday, how are you?
Big Bear hugs to all.
I have a question. Have you guys notice that they anon who cause the least amount of damage and confusion SS, pasted and Mayo ( I don't think he intended for that fallout to happen) are the ones the most worried about causing it. They will be the first one to say they will leave or don't pay attention to them. What do you guys think.
Oh let's keep going
sdock10
is an emotional trainwreck.
is damaged beyond repair.
talks to herself a lot.
worries about everyfuckingthing all the fucking time.
cries.
secretly wonders what it would feel like to bleed out and die.
has full lips.
loves to solve problems, just not her own.
would go to concerts every day of her life if she could.
must have caffeine.
hates to pump gas.
should really clean up her house.
has 2 dogs.
knows how to shoot guns.
works for the local and state government.
has a Georgia tag that says My Chem.
would love to learn how to play the fiddle.
hates crowds of people.
PJ, I know a man whose bathroom is spotless; he's gay, unfortunately!
Guys, I've loved reading all your lists.
Thank you!
I've got to go, you'll be safe in the hands of chief therapist/ pizza addict MissT.
Take Care, bye all!
I loved school, college, uni.
Never been bullied, never bullied anyone.
Love animals more than people.
Love Tottenham Hotpur with a passion.
Love Egypt with a passion.
Love my family with a passion.
Love F1.
Never wanted kids.
Hate people thinking I'm abnormal because of it.
I hate being looked at.
I love comedy TV.
I love reading and watching horror.
My dad looked like Freddie mercury.
I hate what is going on in the world.
I detest religion but love to study it.
I have less and less patience the older I get.
I don't drink(much), smoke and have never touched drugs.
I a pizza obsessed.
I need warmth, I hate the cold.
I slam doors and scream when I'm angry.
I feel so much better now! Big hugs to everyone!!!
Three cheers for the Mayo-Clinic!
BC, I knew you were out there;-)
See you later DG, I'll look after them.
Well FASC let me see I think I"m shorter than she is and way fatter than she is no accent. Other than that we I'm Martha. YOU know what just keep picturing Martha I like that. And I like her personality too.
I like this description better
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martha_Jones
ooh now I don't know when to STFU!
sdock10
loves oysters.
hates the condiment mayo. (NOT YOU, MAYO)
once had an online boyfriend.
real name is Shelby.
needs a haircut.
is so happy she found this place and all of you.
wants more out of life but feels guilty for wanting it.
loves blue jeans.
has never been north of Tennessee.
hey everyone i've really enjoyed my bit of the evening with you learning stuff about each other. gotta leave now. off to watch long way down with ewan mcgregor and charlie boorman. they aren't in my sitting room sadly, only mr bloke. i love ewan mcgregor though have done since trainspotting, what a great film that was, along with the shawshank redemption.
bye for now.
take care one and all.
Morning everyone
I am tired, up late with our visiting friend last night ( I am not a night owl).
Plus there are now 3 peahens (female peacocks ) in our yard !!
And they are very noisy birds.
Plus I have a busy day.
I am flying to our capital for 10 days tomorrow night to see Muse and MCR.
I'll be on dial up too so I won't be able to blog much.
And I haven't even thought about packing yet.
apart from that I'm really good, and I haven't looked to see who's here so..
HI EVERYONE!!!
Take care DG. Enjoy your day.
Miss T, you know that I worship the awesomeness of pizza. I agree, I really hate what is going on in the world as well.
Never been bullied either, but no one ever tried to. My sis and brother were though, and so, I had to protect them of course.
I was in the local newspaper once in 5th grade and in the news in high school. That's something a lot of people don't know about.
Sometimes I like animals more than people because animals don't judge you.
I was raised Catholic, but I don't practice it anymore, although I do believe that there is Good and Evil, no matter if it if God, Goddess, or whomever else.
Horror movies are great, but nowadays they are boring.
I wanted to see the new Resident Evil and 30 days of night movie but I will wait for DVD
Later dg and fasc hello ep.
Bye, FASC!
Hello hello Ergo. How are you?
Since others are describing themselves, I guess now would be a good time to introduce myself. I have been with you almost since the beginning of this blog.
I am 39 yrs. old, Long blond hair, pale skin and hazel eyes.
Mother to an awesome 10 yr old daughter, who has a crush on a certain blond drummer.
I am a Hairstylist/armchair psychologist/keeper of secrets.
I love humanity, but often hate people. Everyday I am amazed by the narrow-minded, racist, homophobic people I am surrounded by. As I stand there cutting their hair, listening to them, I just want to scream FUCK YOU!!!, but I just smile and go on with my job.
I feel like a coward for not standing up for my beliefs.
people seem to like me, but I tend not to believe them.
I am lazy when it comes to housework, but I give 100% at work.
I don't want people to know the real me. There is a lot of darkness in me.
I don't want to grow up. I feel very immature sometimes.
I am scared to ever get married again.
On the outside people see an independant, well-educated, devoted single-mom, but on the inside I feel inadequate in all areas.
I am somewhat good at translating Latin.
I want to say thank you to Mayo, SS and all you lovely ladies here. I probably won't comment much because I like to observe more than I like to partake.
cheers siobhan, not spoke to you before.
ergo have the best time!!
gotta go for def now!
x
be back later!
If I miss anyone, sorry.
That goes for:
Mayo
m.
SS
Cryptic Anons
Lurker Anons
Anons
Nik@nite
ph
and my lovely unicorn
Be back later....with more lists!
Hello Ergoproxy!
We have some similar tastes BC.
See you later faraway.
Hi ERgo, how are you? I hope you have a great trip and enjoy MCR. We will be expecting a review.
sdock, it's addictive isn't it.
I don't look my age.
My name is Caroline.
I am Pisces.
I talk to myself.
I call old biddies twirlys (they always ask the bus driver if they are to early *before 9:00am* to use their free bus pass) Too early=twirly.
I wear size 5 shoes.
I have average size boobs.
I have a tiny head.
I have long blond hair down my back.
Have had since I were young.
Never been to the hairdresser (I cut my own fring and my mum trims the ends).
I drive an old Beetle, it is older than me.
I named my car Erica after mt dad Eric, he rebuilt her from scratch.
I will never sell that car, it is a link to my dad.
I hate my body.
I am smart.
I hate poetry and arty farty stuff.
I love history.
I can't draw.
bye to all that left us and hi to everyone who showed up now :)
OK this is my list.
I'm into men with long hair, but no face hair..yuk!
Ive dated musicians...the drummer...the bass player...the lead singer.
No i am not a groupie...just grew up with musincians.
I have ice cream in bed every nite.
I sometimes cry watching a commercial.....o" come on! ...some are really sad.
I drive a car like I'm the only one on the road....
hate red lights... and think they where only made...to piss me off.
I do not date.....I found i am more important at the moment and could not give my all to a relationship.
I do the same thing everyday....get up..feed dog...walk dog....work...come home....walk dog...feed dog...eat...computer...bath...bed.
I have my friends....my dear new found sister Sdock.
And a new out look on life.
what more could i be.
Lets see......more happy...less sad....grateful and free from regret....and wiser!
And I'm working on it.
I love this place...and Mayo!
even if he is mental.
OK that is it....I'm done!
Ok now I've had a look at what you're doing
I am short
recently lost weight and now feel really good about myself
have had post natal depression
get insomnia
love food
dislike crowds
love some friends but only tolerate others
don't fit with my family
am intelligent and intensely curious
love laughing and joking
often feel inferior and pessimistic
love reading and cooking
love the country
hate feeling like I need to compete
am very cautious in everything
desperately miss my old friends
am loyal until crossed
um
...need coffee right now!
Hi Innerjoy, I have a thing for Latin as well. I didn't like it in school (because the teacher was a psychopath), but really enjoyed it in college.
Hello innerjoy, it was lovely to meet you.
Thanks for sharing.
See you later sdock.
Arty, farty, MissT! *giggles*
I guess i better get off here too!
It's my only day off.
I will catch up before bed.
Lots of hugs.
PJ
Welcome Innerjoy...
Glad you decided to join us..
To everyone thanks for sharing yourselves.
Sometimes it feels good to put into words the thoughts that rattle around in our brains.
Real name Alexsandra but my friends call me SanDee
I will def review for you all.
even if I have to email someone and get them to copy and paste it.
have coffee now
I am a virgo
I am now happy I have coffee
I love flicking tv channels but hate it if other people do
I can crack a whip in both hands
I an make and twist sausages into lnks
We buthcer our own meat
I love cheese
I love guys with long hair
I hate housework
I will procrastinate any chance I get
I grew up with Monty Python
Well, my real name is Siobhan. What can I say. Living in Germany with this name is not always a pleasure.
*Whaaaaaaaaaat? What's your name again?*
See you later PJ.
You are right Elena, and there is something rattling around in my brain that I need to get out. I'd like to share it with you good people.
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Hello Innerjoy and I'll see you later PJ and SD10
I don't know who Shaun is, but I like sheep and I looooooooooooooove goats!
They're funny and cute! I would like to have one as a pet, but I think my neighbors wouldn't approve!
night/bye pj,sdock,fasc
hi innerjoy, siohban, BC, misst, pixie (this is hard)oh and anyone else
..coffee not kicked in yet
umm
I can shoot a rifle and shotgun and have pretty good aim
I have shot pistols
I drive a toyota camry
I am a volunteer firefighter
people often underestimate me
I am very stubborn if I feel i need to be
I love camping and fishing
I profeess undying love and admiration of Ray Toro ;)
I am a Botanical ecologist by degree
I am a high school teacher
I love swimming
I hate most sport (watching and participating)
I love motor and drag racing
ok I am adding MJ and innerjoy ( and I will add if I notice who i've missed)
I am very logical
I don't look my age
I find it hard to do thigs if I don't see the point.
I think I've exhausted my brain now.
x_X
Well, lets see...
I was a very shy child but became ill and had to spend alot of time in hospital where I learned to speak up for myself.
I am intolerant of intolerance.
I will stick up for others and be hated for it.
By mid 30s have lost both parents, a brother, a good friend and beloved close relatives.
I do not fear death as I believe that I will see those people again in the fullness of time (not necessarily sitting on fluffy clouds).
I am an ex smoker of 2 years but know that if ever diagnosed with terminal illness I will smoke to heart's content.
I am lucky to have 5 fabulous friends-3 men (2 gay) and 2 girls. Am not looking for any more.
I am an English and History graduate.
I work hard and I will never step over anyone to achieve a goal.
I hate to see people in pain-physical or mental.
Bullies hate me but don't bully me.
I love theatre.
I don't forgive or forget terrible wrongdoings.
I cry watching The Waltons and Little House on the Prairie.
Another list.
At school I did:
Swimming
Gymnastics
Rounders
Netball
Horse riding
Ice skating
Dry slope skiing
Ten pin bowling
Canooing
Sailing
Shooting
Caving
Orienteering
Trial biking
I graduated from Liverpool university with a degree in Egyptology.
I am an ambassador for the city of Liverpool.
I can't stop now ha!
I am 5'3, on the lightest side of the 100s in weight.
I like hipbones, I really do.
I'm a gothic rock enthusiast.
I love gothloli and Victorian gothic style.
Frilly thingies are my favorite.
I'm the girl with the frilly parasol, by the way.
I corset down to 18'', but want 14''.
I have a major thing for Ian Curtis.
I've had Gerard's chest on my head, and the lead singer from the Bled's package on my face twice. (Not by choice, believe me)
I have Frank Iero's water bottle in my bedroom.
I made Bob blush!
I read A LOT.
I'm 18, feel 12. Have the voice "of a 2 year old".
I'm a coke zero pusher...
I know too much about music history, and silent film.
I dance to Bauhaus almost every morning.
I taught Ballet when I was 14.
I double majored in Enriched dance and vocal for 4 years in school.
I danced on a cruise ship.
I have an obsession with Jeremy Irons. A huge obsession.
Not only with him, but with older men in general.
I secretly hate sidekicks.
I paint.
I play bass. Religiously. Schism is one of the greatest lines to play.
I was raised on Rocky Horror, Black Flag and Minor Threat.
I have one of the craziest pairs of Demonia boots you'll ever see...But they're just in my room beside my black furry monster boots.
I collect BeGoth dollies.
I once spent $200 in a comic books shop in under an hour.
I have a My Chemical Romance tattoo, along with three other tattoos that I got before I turned 18.
I had my collarbone pierced. It rejected through my chest after a year and a half.
6 years vegetarian, 5 months strict vegan.
I eventually want to open a gothloli boutique in the city somewhere.
WHEW. ALSO, I'M the quietest chatterbox you'll ever meet.
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